I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face. I look at the pillow where Prince had been laying and saw a note. I picked it up and read it.
Cyana,
Good morning beautiful! Have fun today at Disney with Prod. By the way, I think he likes you. I will call
you later. I'm working on something special for our 24 he's together ( yes I'm keeping you to myself all 24hrs)
Anyway, I left you a gift. Wear it and think of me when you do.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
<3 Jacob
I read it 3 times and then opened my gift. It was a beautiful necklace with a heart on it. I got up and took a hot shower to ease my sore muscles. Prod said it was gonna be warm ; so I put on my bikini, shorts, T-shirt, and sneakers. I was comfortable in these clothes. My hair I braided and it laid down my back. I wore my contacts and grabbed my sunglasses. Lastly I put my necklace on from Jacob, I grabbed my purse and went downstairs to meet Prod.
Prod: *hugging me* You look great! Ready to go?
me: *smiles* Thank you and yes I'm ready to go spend the day with you.
Prod: Good!
We get to Disney and ride the rides all morning. We laughed and talked about everything and anything we could think of. We finally take a break and get food.
Prod: Let's go get food. *laughing*
me: Ok. I'm starving! *smiles at him*
We get our food and eat in silence for a few minutes.
Prod: Cyn can I ask you a question?
me: *smiling* Sure.
Prod: What's the deal with you and Prince? *looking at me*
me: *stop eating* What do you mean?
Prod: Are you guys dating or something?
me: *looking at him* Jacob and I are just friends. Why?
Prod: He never lets girls call him Jacob, Cyn.
me: I'm sure he does sometimes.
Prod: *grabbing my hand* No, he never does. Only family calls him that. *continues looking at me*
me: *looking him in the eye* Prod, him and I are just friends.
Prod: *looks at me a little longer then smiles* Ok. I believe you Cyn. I just wanted to make you were single.
me: *continues eating* Why?
Prod: Cause I like you.
me: *smiles* I like you too Prod.
Prod: So was Cinncinati your first show?
me: Yeah it was. *mentally panics* Wait a minute, how do you know I was there?
Prod: *flipping on his phone and pulling up one of my ig pics* Because we talked backstage.
me: *looking at the pic* How do you know that's me? It could be anyone, Prod.
Prod: *showing me the before and after pics I took when losing weight* Cyn, I'm pretty sure it's you.
me: Ok. Yes we talked right before you guys blew me off for those prettier, skinnier girls. *gets up and walks away*
Prod: *throwing our garbage away* Cyn wait! *running to catch up with me* What do you mean we blew you off for those girls?
me: *stopping and looking at him* You left me to hang with the other girls, when Prince called you over Prod! You left me standing there feeling like an idiot and ugly.
Prod: *looks at me* Cyn I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I didn't realize. *I cut him off*
me: Prod you guys based those girls and every girl on her looks! Always! When you see us girls that are larger than a size 9, you don't look beyond that. *tearing up* We have feelings and are just as important as the others. That was my first MB show and you guys almost ruined it for me. That's why I did what I did.
Prod: Cyn what are you talking about?
me: *looks at him* I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry Prod. I worked hard to look like I do so I could make you guys want me. I wanted to hurt all of you the way the way I was hurt. I can't do it. I've gotten to know all of you and I can't do it! I don't even want to. *crying* I started caring to much. *whispering* I'm sorry Prod.
Prod: How much of all this was a part of your plan Cyana? *getting mad* Tell me! How much of this?
me: *looks at him* Only the meet and greet Prod. After that I couldn't do it.
Prod: So everything else has been real? You aren't playing me right now?
me: Yes everything else has been real. Once I got to know you guys, I realized that I couldn't do that to any of you. No, I'm not playing you. I'm being honest with you Prod.
Prod: *turns around and walks away frustrated*
me: Prod I'm sorry.
Prod: *looks at me, walks over, grabs my face, and kisses me* Sorry Cyn. I forgive you. Let's go enjoy the rest of our day.
me: *shocked over the kiss* Ummm...ok.
Prod: Cyn, does Prince know?
me: I'm not sure.
Prod: You should probably tell him and the others.
me: I know. I'll think about it.
Prod: Ok. *smiles* Come on.
We spend the rest of the day riding rides and talking. It felt good to get everything out. I'm glad Prod doesn't hate me, but what am I gonna do about him and Prince? They're both great kissers, but Prince has my heart. What am I going to do?
