We end the day with dinner and head back to my room.
me: *laughing* Thank you Prod for today. I enjoyed it. Thank you for not hating me.
Prod: You're welcome Cyn. *hugs me* I don't think I could hate you. *looks in my eyes*
me: *smiles and looks at him* I should probably get some rest. Jacob is gonna be here around 7.
Prod: I still have a couple hours left to spend with you. *laughing*
me: *laughing and attempting to move out of his arms* Prod
Prod: *not letting go and leans in to kiss me*
me: *putting my hands on his chest to stop him* Prod no.. *gets cut off by his kiss*
I tried to stop him, but he kept kissing and holding me. I'm not gonna lie, he is a great kisser! I would've taken him up on what he was offering, if not for Jacob.
me: *turning my head and breaking the kiss* Prod stop.
Prod: Cyn, I like you a lot. I think about you all the time.
me: I like you too Prod, as a friend. I'm sorry, but I can only be friends right now.
Prod: *looks at me kinda sad* Alright. We can be friends for now, but I'm not giving up on this Cyn. *hugs and kisses my forehead* Night. I'll text you tomorrow.
me: Night Prod.
Prod leaves and I grab a shower and cry. Why couldn't I have fallen for Prod? Cause I fell for Prince.....its always been Prince.
I'm drying my hair when my phone goes off. its a text.
Prince: Back yet?
me: Yeah
Prince: Prod there?
me: No
Prince: Open your door.
me: *walking over and opening door* Hey Jac...*gets cuts off*
Prince: *picks me up and kisses me tenderly*
me: Jacob we need to talk.
Prince: What's wrong?
me: *look at him and tear up* There's something I have to tell you.
Prince: Just tell me Cyana. It'll be ok.
I walk across the room sit in the chair. I look at Prince thinking he is going to hate me when I'm done. I realize at that moment looking into his eyes that I love him. I take a deep breath and tell him everything. From the the Cincinnati show to Prod kissing me when he brought me back. I look at him and watch him getting mad.
me: *crying* Jacob I'm sorry about everything.
Prince: You know Cyana, I would've expected something like this from somebody else, but not you!
me: I'm sorry! Everything has been real and the truth except for the meet and greet.
Prince: I'm not talking about that Cyana. To be honest I knew who you were when I asked you to the movies.
me: What are you saying Jacob? That this has been a game for you? *whispering* I guess I deserved it.
Prince: No I haven't been playing you! I have meant every word and action I've said and done Cyana! *walks over to me and pulls me up looking in my eyes* I wanted to meet you all those months ago, but you left.
me: You were caught up in those other girls who...*gets cut off*
Prince: Who turned out to be fake Cyana. I looked for you,but you were gone.
me: I am sorry Jacob. I misjudged you and the guys. Can you forgive me?
Prince: I already have Cyana. That's why I took you to New York. I was serious about getting to know you.
me: I'm glad we had that time. *looks down*
Prince: *pulls my face up and kisses me* Did Prod really kiss you?
me: Yes. Twice and asked if I was single. He was interested in what was going on with us.
Prince: What did you tell him? *lightly kissing my neck*
me: I told him that we are friends and yes, I'm single. *breath catches* but I only liked him for a friend.
Prince: *stops kissing my neck* Cyana, I think we are more than friends.
me: *looking at him* What are you saying Jacob?
Prince: *sighs and runs his hand thru his hair* It drove me crazy all day knowing you were with Prod; knowing he likes you. I couldn't even say anything. He even asked me for advice *laughs* I couldn't give him any other than to be himself.
me: Why did it bother you so much?
Prince: Cause I don't want to share you with anyone else.
me: We already agreed on that Jacob. I don't want to share you either. *sighs* What are we gonna do?
Prince: I don't know. I just want to hold you tonight Cyana if that's ok.
me: *kisses him* I would like that.
We go to bed and I fall asleep in his arms. He holds me all night. It was the best night of my life. I can't wait until tomorrow. We get the whole day together.
