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Chapter 3

You just lay down on your bed without doing nothing, just stare at the ceiling for almost one hour. Its weekend. Everyone in your family go for a short gateaway and leave you alone as usual. They dont even invite you to join them, not even once. So you dont feel sad anymore, you already get used to it since every weekend they will go for a short gateaway and leave you. Your hungry stomach keep growling and you are too lazy to feed it. You are just too lazy to do anything. It is already 11am and you are still in your pyjama when you decide to get up and go to the public library to continue doing some research about the chemistry project. Yugyeom didnt appear in class for the whole week and you totally understand why. You keep on following their schedule in twitter, Jype fans and you know he is so busy lately.

After about taking 1 hour to get ready, you drop by at the kitchen to have some juice but then you realize the envelop on the table with some note written on it.

Your money. Take a bus after this

You smile alone. You didnt expect for him to give you a lot, but you feel better at least you have a bit money now. Even your dad always harsh towards you, you know he still care. You keep the money and heading out to the public library that takes 30 minutes to arrive.

You smile and greet the librarian and start searching for the related chemistry books. There are some people there, most of them looks like college students and some of them are actually dating instead of studying. You take place far from other people, between the shelf and start reading. When the clock shows 5pm, you cant ignore your growling stomach anymore and decide to go to the nearby cafe to get some food before heading home. You dont plan to go home late since you are all alone at the house that night.

The weather is so nice and it really fits your outfit that day. A lot of people also walking around, friends and families spend time together, some of them with bicycle and some with skateboard. You wonder how it feels like to have friends and families to spend time with. You take a deep breath before enter the cafe that you choose and straight away go to the counter to make an order. You decide to eat cheese pasta with ice lemon tea since the price and portion seems okay. You sit at the cushion, looking outside while listening to the SNSD songs that being played.

The little girl outside plays bicycle with her dad accompany her. They are laughing and teasing each other. Theres a bit of jealousy feeling when you see their interaction. But yet you still think positive. One day, your dad will notice you and love you. You will wait for the day to come. Without realizing, you are actually smiling looking at both, the daughter and father.

You are totally in your own world when you realize someone sit infront of you.

'Hye'

You look at him, with the unbelievable gaze.

'Heyyy Hellooo??'

'Yes? Hye,' You feel so embarassed.

'Why you always look like you saw something like a ghost,'

You laugh. And he laughs too. 'No no. It is just that you appear all of sudden,'

'So i'm sorry for not attending school. I have schedules and i hope you understand,' Yugyeom said while looking at you. You feel uncomfortable but you also can feel that he is sincere.

You try as hard as you could to smile naturally. 'Its alright. I know and i understand. I already did some work and research. So whenever you free i can explain to you,'

'You did???' You nod.

'I'm free now i think. Wait,' He stand up and go to the other table. You follow him through your eyes and you realize there are bambam, jr and mark at the other table.

Your heartbeat become so fast and you try to control your excitement as hard as you could. You want to see them more but you cant show to yugyeom that you stan them so hard because you dont want yugyeom to treat you like a fan. It drives you crazy at that time.

Your food arrive together with yugyeom who go back to you and take his seat earlier. He is still smiling. You try to control yourself when you grab your food thinking that he is infront of you and watching you. You really want to avoid any eye contact with him because you feel so shy and unconfident to look at him back.

'Its alright. Just eat comfortably. I ask my members and they said i have like 1 hour more to do discussion because we have practise,' He looks really sorry towards you.

'Its alright. You can go practice. We can still discuss later. We have 6 more days,' You try to come out with the decission that looks like you really understand his situation.

'We have 1 hour,' He said and still smiling. His smile actually kills you inside. You cant really look at him properly.

'I feel bad. Your members are waiting,' You said and you mean it.

'They understand. Besides mark and bam still havent finish their food yet. They order some more,'

You make the 'OH' expression before giving him your notebook.

'I draw a bit on how we suppose to do the experiment and the procedures and how is it suppose to come out. I checked a couple of books and there are some different on the procedures but after all it is still the same,' You explained. He listen to you very well while take a look at your notes. Both of you in silent and you take the chance to continue eating while yugyeom still read and try to understand your notes.

'I think i understand. So we have to memorize this right?' He asked after 10 minutes and you almost finish up your food.

You nod while wiping your mouth and chewing.

'Can i take a picture?'

'Sure can. Go ahead,' You give the permission and finish up your food.

'Done. So can i have your number now?'

You are lost again in your unbelievable world. Yugyeom tap the table 3 times to wake you up and you immediately give him your number to cover up yourself.

'Okay so i will contact you if anything. I'll add you in kakao okay? I am so sorry again but i will go to school during this time,'

You give him your warm smile. 'Its okay,' And at the same time the other members are already around your table. Its hard for you to breath properly again but yet you manage to control it by smiling to all the members.

'I see you later in school. Hyung will pay your bill,' He grab your bill and leave you in stunt. You are totally in a blank and when you realize what is actually going on, it is too late because they are not anymore around.