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Chapter 16

Its been a week now you didnt talk with any of your family member. Hanjin been trying a few times to talk to you but you managed to avoid and ignore him so far. And you hope that he will leave the house as soon as possible. You just live your life as usual, trying not to think about your dad and spend most of the time with Jimin, Yerin and unexpectedly, Jackson. Jackson really take a good care of you and always want to join the three of you hang out. Sometimes, he is the one who will lunch with you at the cafe. Got7's schedule is not that pack yet, and that is why he always around.

'Yoomi ahh,' You turn around and saw Yugyeom is smiling at you.

'Hi,' You are not sure what to say to him. You still feel the awkwardness between both of you.

'Hi. Am i disturbing? Have you take your lunch?' you know he is trying not to be awkward and it is pretty obvious.

'No, not really. And i havent eat yet,'

'Come, take a break and lets lunch together,' He said.

You are about to say that you are waiting for the girls when your phone is ringing and Jimin's name appear. 'We cant eat lunch with you, theres sudden meeting with JYP for our next album. Sorry,'

So thats how you end up eating with Yugyeom. You know you miss him somehow. Since the day you admitted at the hospital, you havent see him and he's been spending most of his time with his family. Both of you just stay quite while eating. You actually lost your appetite and just want to talk with him.

'You dont want to eat?' Yugyeom realize you've been squizzing your food for almost 15 minutes. 

'Haaa yea. I'm full,'

'Are you okay?' he looks at you without blinking.

'Yea i'm fine,' you smile.

'Want to take a walk after work? I will send you home,'

You look at him, trying to tell yourself that it is not a dream. You are in reality. Some part of your life is changing. You are now almost everyday spend your time with Got7 member at least. From someone that you admire and you never though about getting close with, are now asking you out. He has your number and he was there with you, be there for you when you were sick.

'If you have another plan, then it is okay,' Yugyeom continue but you interrupt him as soon as possible, 'Yea, I will see you after work. Lets eat ice cream,'

Yugyeom smile and you just cant control your heartbeat anymore. 

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Hes coming one hour earlier than your working time end. He just sit at one of the table and play with his phone or talk with Ken sometimes. Jimin and Yerin are not available that night. You dont tell them about going out with Yugyeom and you dont want to imagine their reaction. 

You fell so happy about the plan. It is the first time you go out with Yugyeom without Jimin, Yerin, the boys and even Lena. You dont know what is going to happen if Lena know about this. You will die, maybe.

So, after you are done with your work, both of you walk together at the ice cream shop that you, Jimin and Yerin love to go. Both of you just stay quite, and didnt talk at all until you reach at the shop. You just pointed at the corner of shop, to where you suggest to sit, and Yugyeom just nod his head.

'Should i order first or should we order together?' You are not sure how to start the conversation.

'I will order for you. What do you want to have?' He ask and immediately stand up.

'I will order,' You stand up as well.

'Its okay, you stay here,'

'But, i want to pay..............' You said, in a slow tone. You really want to pay for the ice cream this time, but you just dont know how to offer yourself to pay for it.

Yugyeom laugh immediately. 'Okay okay i will let you pay. But i want to see what ice cream they have, its my first time here,'

You give him your pretty smile and lead the way to the counter. So you order as usual, Mint Chocolate Chip and Yugyeom order for cheese rainbow ice cream.

'Hows your holiday?' You try to open up a topic. 

'Its fun. I even spend my time at my grandma house. I want to text you pretty bad, but the line there is not so good, so thats why,' his explanation and without looking at you, you think its really cute. Its the side of him that you love the most.

'Its okay, i understand. So both of your grandparents are doing well?'

'Yea, they gave lots of foods for me to bring back at the dorm. You? Everything is okay? Your family?'

'Yea, they are fine. My life is as usual, work then go back home. Or spend time with Jimin and Yerin,'

'You guys are so close now,'

'Yea, unexpectedly. They are so kind, like whenever i'm with them, i dont feel small at all. They makes me happy, and for the first time, i found someone who really want to be friends with me, sincerely,' you are not sure why you tell him what do you feel, but you really want him to know.

'I am sincere too. You feel small when you are with me?' The question makes you stop eating and look at him.

'No, of course not. What i mean is i spend more time with them and as you said we are so close, so thats why i feel like that, like we are real friends you know. I never feel this kind of friendship before,'

'Then, after this, we will spend more time together as well. If you dont mind, let me be close with you as well. Let me call and text you whenever i want. Go out & spend more time together whenever i'm free, just two of us,'

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You've been staring at the ceiling of your room for almost one hour. You dont know how to describe your feelings that time. Its unbelievable and at the same time it is true. You dont know if you should believe him or not. Sure or not, but you think, you have feelings for Yugyeom more than just a fan now. Fall in love with an idol is not easy. You know that. And you are not sure about his feelings towards you as well. You dont want to hope but what Yugyeom told you just  already give you hope.

You phone rings and Yerin's name appear.

'Hey sister!' You hear the girls scream.

'Hiii!'

'You sound so excited' Jimin said.

'Really? I thought i sound just like usual, normal,'

'No you are not. Anything you want to share?'

The moment Yerin ask you the question, you know they know something. They must be asking Ken about you and Ken told them that you went out with Yugyeom. And also the fact that you didnt call or text them at all, they must be suspicious.

'I dont think so?' You still want to cover up.

'Reallyyyyyyyy?' Jimin still dont want to give up.

'I'll see you guys tomorrow, tomorrow is my off day,'

You can hear both of the girls are so hyper. After wishing each other goodnight, you are alone, immerse in the situation with Yugyeom again.

After the conversation actually, nothing more happen. You both just stare at each other, stay quite and you just smile at him most of the time. No other words coming out from both of you until you both finish up your ice cream and he walked you back home.

'Yoomi-ah, goodnight. I will see you tomorrow' 

A message from Yugyeom appear and cut off your thought. 

'Goodnight too, thank you for today,'

You are so happy and smiling and humming any songs that appear in your mind at that time, go to shower and prepare for bed. You just cant wait for tomorrow!