𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 , carl grimes

Trustworthy.

   My gun to negan's forehead now, anger fueling my body and my words, looking at him dead in the face, all the pain he caused everyone.

Everyone in the group behind me frozen in place, not sure of what to do now, also not wanting to get in the way of the emotions spilling out of me.

Screaming threats at him, not caring if walkers heard,
Some group members wincing at the cries, coming from the depths of my mind thats been hiding out for months now coming to resurface.

"Enough" a voice spoke up.

Not hearing the voice clear enough, taking negans things, including knifes, pictures, thumb tacks and a letter.

"That's enough!" Ricks voice stopping my movements.

Walking over, his shoes heavy on the dirt.

Taking the gun away from his head and into his own pocket, "we can't" he mumbled in my direction.

"What! Keep him alive so he can ruin our lives more?" I yelled in frustration.

Rick had an uncomfortable face now, knowing something I obviously don't.

Crossing my arms over my chest, my eyebrows furrowed "what happened" I spoke above a whisper.

He took a deep sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose with his fingers, slowly closing his eyes along with the movements.

"I'll explain later" he sighs out.

Throwing my hands up in frustration, questioning if glenn and abraham died for their actions.

"I'm going back" I sternly said.

Walking past everyone in the group, Carl putting a hand on my shoulder, silently telling me to stay.

Brushing his hand off, walking in the direction we came from, the footprints still in the dry dirt.

Walkers getting closer than before, practically weaponless i speed up my pace in steps, hopefully getting back home sooner.

Hearing crunching leaves behind me, deciding on running now.

Making it to the big gate, pounding on the gate.

Maggie appearing from the lookout on top holding her finger out to wait a second.

The footsteps getting closer, frantically grabbing the small knife from my pocket, holding it out as threat.. not very threatening but close enough.

Blonde hair coming out of the small forest of trees, Quinn running out, stopping and holding her knees while she pants, out of breath.

Putting the knife away and walking over to Quinn, giving her a hand.

"Why would you follow me in the woods like that quinn, I thought I was meeting the end" I ask concerned.

"I wouldn't let you go alo- *cough* - alone!" she put her hand up at the last couple words.

Before I could answer maggie opened the gate, gesturing to come in.

Quinn standing up straighter, having caught her breath, putting her arm around Maggie's neck to support both of them.

"You can be with your family, I'm gonna stay with Maggie" Quinn nodded at me.

Giving them a thumbs up and a smile forced smile.

Walking home, walking sluggish and with my head held down, thinking of everything that could of happened back there.

Knocking on the door, kicking my foot back and forth on the small porch, the door opening, looking down to see bea.

Bea instantly giving me a hug reaching only half of my body but having my arms hug her head closer to me.

Aaron appearing from the corner, tapping his hands on his jeans in a rhythmic tone.

"Back so soon?" He questioned.

Shaking my head "kinda left" I answered bluntly.

Walking inside sitting down on the light blue couch, bea laying out on the second couch, getting comfortable.

"Oh okay, are you alright?" He asked walking towards the fridge, getting a cold drink I guess.

"Yeah I'm fine, how's everyone here" I changed the subject as quickly as I could.

"Alright, no big issues now" he had furrowed eyebrows, wondering why I was action the way I was.

Sitting down next to me, offering me some of his water, shaking my head at the offer.

Silence filled the air, deciding to lay my head in Aaron's lap, my feet hanging off the side of the couch, being too tall for the small space.

"Do you know what the group did to negans group?" I looked at Aaron, breaking the silence.