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20. The Past

FELIX

I lost him.

Actually when I leave Changbin hyung at the event, I followed Hyunjin from behind.

I dont even know why am I like this. I'm the one who ask him to go away from my life...

But now, I find myself disagreeing with myself for the first time at some point.

And now that I've reached the big road, I've lost my track. I dont know which way he took.

He cant be leaving his girlfriend at the beach alone, right? He may came back to take her home or wait for her somewhere.

I need to confront him no matter what. I need to know something. Something that will change the whole situation tonight.

Looking around my surroundings when I realized its already about to dusk. The sunset already setting down and soon replaced with rain of darkness.

The black sky is awake now.

I walked down the street, watching cars chasing into one another like there's race going on which making me startled for a second.

Wait, there's actually a race over there. And it seem intense as they get closer towards where I stood, passing by me after leaving a heavy storm on my face.

I am stunned. Freeze on my track. Suddenly remember something similar.

That's giving me heart attack. I hold the fences that built around the road, balancing myself as I'm already shaking.

Then at that time I felt a fast metal object slapping my body hard, until I lost my balance and that's it.. I was thrown in the middle of the road.

Harshly crashing my body until I drew blood from my knees and ankle. I look up and those lights coming from the cars are making me blind.

Right on that moment, Someone pull me up and we both fell on each other, rolled to the side of the road before the car manage to pass by here.

I know I am saved when I felt my body fully wrapped up inside his embrace. And he is also holding me tight while burying my face onto his chest.

After the noises from the road is a bit turned down, I slowly open my eyes, loosen up the hug and look at the face of the person who saved me.

"H-hy-hyunjin?" I'm still shaking, I just realized that.

He sat up, carried me on my feet. We finally stood up, facing each other.

"What are you doing here all alone? You know its dangerous! Why cant you just stay there at the beach?" He gets mad and I understand why.

It wasn't the first time things like this happens to me.

"Sit down."

Without waiting for me to sit down myself, he pushed me down on the bleachers and pulled out wet wipes from his pocket and wipes my whole face with it.

He looks angry but the way he acts was just as soft and kind. Just like he always did.

Then his hand went to my knees and ankle, probably wants to clean the wound I just got.

I winced in pain when he was rubbing the tissues there.

"Hold it in..," he said softly.

I cant stop myself from gazing him, his face, his eyes, his swollen chin.. probably because of what happened earlier... And last but not least, his lips. His plump and beautiful lips.

I miss every inch of him.

"Done. Now go back and find your boyfriend. Ask him to bring you to the hospital. Stop going anywhere alone." He stood up, was about to walk away.