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22. Too Late

FELIX

"What the heck do you think you're doing??" I furrowed my forehead, pushing him off of me.

I rolled my eyes at him since he just went silent. I have no time to spend for someone like this who at first was so eager to talk but now what? He decides to keep quiet.

Then he took a while, like he was thinking of something.

"I have something very important to tell you. This is might be the last time I will tell you this because I afraid I may not have chance to talk about this later." He said.

Visibly looking so serious and obviously desperately wants me to hear it.

"Lix, I-" Then he stops talking, fidgeting his fingers.

I wait a little bit until I lost it. Since he took so long , so I brings myself towards the door, spin the door knob was about to enter until he pulls my wrist.

Like the wind, I flips myself around with his sudden grab, that's how our eyes met. I was too shocked with how close we got to each other, so I back away...

But I move too fast that I lose my balance and slips. Luckily he didn't wait a second to catch me from falling.

But damn... I hate this so much. I hate how he catch me and locks his eyes with mine. I hate it!

And I also hate how I cant look away or even say anything. We just stay like that for a while, battling with each other's heartbeat.

With hesitancy that is so visible on his face he open his mouth and..

"Felix..," He drag me out of my imagination with his sudden call.

I was blinking in nervousness since he started to look serious.

"I....,"

Please dont say anything that will hurt me again... Because its too much.

"I'm starting to realized that...,"

His low tone send me shivers that shook the whole city of my brain.

Realized what?

I got impatient.

"That I still love you."

One lightning striking across my eyes but only in my head. The tick tock sound of time suddenly dissappeared.

I couldn't hear anything except for that confession only. Its on loop, occupying the whole century of my mind.

Did I heard that right?

"I have been thinking to tell you this long ago but I just-'

"Wait, stop." I cut him off.

This... This feels wrong in so many way.

I push him slowly as I am still in shocked. Shocked because I thought he will never ever say that again....

"What did you just said?" My heart just refused to believe it.

He just stare me down, with his shaky eyes.

"Felix, I- I still love you."

He repeats those words... Those words I wish I could heard it a bit sooner than this...

But now....

"Look..," My words stuck somewhere in my throat.

"You know I'm with Changbin hyung now? How can you say this to me?"

Why now, Hyunjin? Why??!!

"I know...," His eyes went down, on the floor. He look dissapointed.