Love In The Air (MXTX Crossovers)

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Hua Cheng carried Xie Lian inside his room and placed him gently on the bed. He then pulled the blanket over his body. He sat beside him and stared at the sleeping face for a few minutes. He was hurt too. His heart was aching too. The current state of his lover was so agonizing that he could die for the sake of his lover. He couldn't take it anymore and pulled himself up from the bed. He pushed his tears back into his eyes and was about to leave the room when he felt something.

Xie Lian had unconsciously tugged on Hua Cheng's shirt and was not letting it go. He was now awake for some time but not yet sober. He slightly opened his eyes and stared at Hua Cheng. He pulled his shirt and the inertia made Hua Cheng fall on top of him. He held onto the matress not to hurt him but was instead held back by the other.

Xie Lian locked his arms around Hua Cheng's neck and pulled him even close. Hua Cheng could smell the strong scent of alcohol from the other’s body. He pulled himself away a bit but was dragged back close to the other. This time their noses touching each other's. Xie Lian's vision was blurry, mind was not clear, movements were harsh, he was driven into insanity by the alcohol and his unstable temperament. Hua Cheng could sense it all. He moved his hand away from the mattress and tried to caress Xie Lian's face saying;

"Gege, you are drunk. You should sleep."

Hearing this as if he was agitated all over again, he pulled Hua Cheng for a kiss. The kiss was harsh as if it could not be called a kiss but Xie Lian was clearly gnawing on him. He bit his lower lip making Hua Cheng moan. He then moved his body up making both the figures sit proerly on the bed while kissing and then he suddenly jumped up onto Hua Cheng's lap. He then slowly unbuttoned all of his cloths and then started tearing the other’s cloths. His gnawing was moving downwards from the lips to the neck. He bit the other’s neck and meanwhile teared up all Hua Cheng's upper cloths. He then pushed Hua Cheng down on the bed and he himself was on the top now.

His eyes were still blurry. But this time, Hua Cheng could tell that when Xie Lian looked at him, it was not love, but mere lust. Hua Cheng never wanted this Xie Lian. Though he had wanted to make love to him but he never wanted Xie Lian to act so expressionlessly and harshly that too not with love. He lightly pushed the other up and was stunned when the other pushed him back with huge pressure making the bed squeak. He bent down and bit Hua Cheng's nipples and then moved down to remove his pants.

"G-gege" Hua Cheng didn't want this. Atleast not like this when their relationship was not in a good state. He pushed the other up away from his legs. Xie Lian smacked his hands away rudely and again aimed towards his pants. He pulled them down and bit hard on his lower thigh. He bit really hard that this time Hua Cheng couldn't help but act aggressively. He pulled Xie Lian up aggressively and pushed him onto the bed and he climbed upon him to stop him from moving this time.

At this point, Xie Lian froze and they both stared at each other's eyes as he was lying on the bed and Hua Cheng over him. Hua Cheng seemed agitated by his behavior and Xie Lian seemed to notice it. A warm stream fell through the corner of his eye as he spoke for the first time with his hoarse and very low voice;

"Do you dispice me that much?" Xie Lian asked with his teary eyes staring at Hua Cheng.

He was rendered speechless hearing those words. His expressions shifting from anger to sorrow and a tear fell down on Xie Lian's cheek quivering his eyebrows.

He then grinned and laughed in his drunk state. Hua Cheng sat straight and pulled Xie Lian up to lean on the headboard of the bed. Xie Lian didn't resist and laughed and grinned before saying,

"Tell me. Since when?" Though he was laughing, his eyes were still watery.

"What?" The other person asked confused.

"Since when did I fail to satisfy you?"

Hearing this, Hua Cheng was shook to his heart. He widened his eyes and whispered, "gege!"

"Tell me...am I not enough that you need that bitch too? Huh? Tell me." His tone was getting harsher and louder with each word he said next. "Tell me what is it that I don't have but she has. Tell me. Tell me what did I do wrong. JUST FUCKING TELL ME."

He was instantly pulled into an embrace by Hua Cheng. The agitated expression on Xie Lian's face instantly changed into despair. He then heard a depressed voice ringing lightly beside his ear.

"I love you gege. I love you."

Xie Lian still didn't even blink his eyes and stayed in that position as long as the other wanted. His hands were low, he didn’t grab on Hua Cheng like how Hua Cheng did. He just patiently kept listening what was spoken by his ear.

"She matters nothing to me. My father had decided our future which I'm against of." Hua Cheng now told him everything which he had wanted to tell him since the day before. He was crying profusely while saying those words. Xie Lian's naked back could feel the tears rolling down them. He continued, "I have never liked her. I've always liked gege. I will never like anybody else. I am gege's for now and always. Please...trust me."

Now it was Hua Cheng who felt a streak of tear flowing down his shoulder. He pulled himself away a bit to look at the face which was completely wet. The eyes were swollen and plump. The nose and cheeks were red from crying and the face looked exhausted. He then hugged the person back again. They stayed like that for quite some time sniffing into each other's ears when Hua Cheng heard the other’s calm and sober voice.

"I'm sorry." This time, Xie Lian raised his hands up and embraced Hua Cheng back tightly. "I love you too."

Hua Cheng put his hand in the other’s hair and gently kissed his cheeks before saying, "I'm sorry too. I won't keep any secrets from gege. I promise."

Getting assuredly calm, Xie Lian then slowly became normal. Though he was not completely sober as of now, but it was for sure that he would never forget what Hua Cheng had said him that night.

"I was scared. I was scared that you would leave me." He sobbed in Hua Cheng's arms. Hua Cheng then coaxed him saying, "where could I go when my gege is here?" And then he kissed his forehead gently. As the problem was now solved, there were no more issues and misunderstandings, they layed on the bed cuddled each other and slept to the oblivion as the sun rose from out of the window brightening their lives.