SINTA | Heeseung

[ 36 ] "Wala kang alam"

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JAKE'S POV

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Please, sedd.. stay with me.. Please.

Why.

Bakit hindi agad ako pumunta.. I already doubt something might happen but I just waited for it.

Kung hinanap lang sana agad kita..

Kung napigilan lang sana kita..

Hindi mangyayari to..

We're here sa Hospital, taking her to Emergency room.. I was holding her hands that's full of blood of hers.

How could this happened.

"Sorry, sir. Hanggang dito nalang po kayo.." As the nurse stopped me.. unti-unti na akong bumitaw sa kamay nya..

Sedd, please.. I know you'll be fine. Please be strong for me. please.

As I looked at my hands, napa sandal nalang ako sa pader at napa upo sa sahig.. Doon ko nalang namalayan na kanina pa bumabagsak ang luha ko..

I wanted to tell you the truth.. Ang totoo nung gabing yon. Nothing happened between me and that girl. I don't even know who she is.

But I didn't explain myself to you, my love. I have to let you end our relationship.. I have to move away from you.. Kasi alam kong nahihirapan ka nung panahong yon..

Lagi tayong nag aaway at bumibigat ang puso mo because of me. I always take care of you pero ako rin ang dahilan ng pag hina ng puso mo..

That's why I thought na if I disappear, you can heal.

I want to tell you everything.. I want to tell you that I never stopped loving you, my love, Sedd.

So please.. Stay.

Please, stay for me.

"What happened!!??" Sunoo suddenly came with Sunghoon at kasunod nila sina Jay..

But someone caught my attention..

This is all his fault.

Tumayo agad ako't sinalubong si Heeseung at sinuntok..

"JAKE!!" Niki tried to stopped me pero tinulak ko sya palayo.

Lumapit ulit ako kay Heeseung na nasa sahig ngayon at kin-welyuhan sya.

"LOOK WHAT YOU DID!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! IT'S! ALL! YOUR! FAULT!!" I just found myself crying at sunod-sunod syang sinapak sa bawat bigkas ko ng mga salitang yon..

"Jake! Stop!" Hinawakan ni Jay at Niki ang braso ko at wala na akong nagawa kundi ang umatras at umiyak..

"Ano ba talagang nangyari!? Bakit nyo to ginagawa??!" Sunoo asked us pero hindi ko sya pinansin..

Nang tabunan ko ng tingin si Heeseung. His lips are bleeding.. I don't know anything, but all I know is you deserve that.

"How could you do that to her.." walang kahit anong emosyon kong sabi at tumingin sya sakin..

"Her heart is weak, Heeseung.." as I said that, He stand up at lumapit sakin..

"Wala kang alam, Jake."

"No. You're the who doesn't know anything.." As I said that, he's still pretending he knows something..

"Sedi, your girlfriend. She's suffering from Heart Failure, Heeseung."