Oh, how funny, I just wanna laugh
Knowing that everything's hard enough
I struggled still, like a ticking bomb
My mind went blank, my body's numb
Is this another obstacle?
Why do I feel like everything isn't going well?
I just wanna begin
But the world doesn't allow me to win
I'm tired of crying and lying and finding a perfect alibi
I just don't wanna bother, how much I try
My other mind says 'sleep and wake up with a better tomorrow'
My anxious mind says 'you have no time to borrow'
'Universe', why do you always tease my optimistic vibe?
When you know that there's no feelings I can always hide
It's obvious that I'm troubled
Please, don't make it doubled and tripled
I might be shallow but I used to be hollow
You can dive down deeper, enough to see my shadow
I am devoid of the word 'lucky'
Everything seems so grumpy
I'm asking for a peace of mind
But too much challenges came aligned
Oh, how funny, I just wanna laugh
Let the sarcasm fills the entire map
Instead of worrying, I just wanna huff
Let out my true feelings once, to bridge the gap
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Silence
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