Monster (Fairytail StingLu)

12 -Heartbroken-

-Lucy's P.O.V-
Its been 2 weeks since i've met Sting and Rogue . Me and Rogue will visit Sting whenever we can and luckily , his ribs are recovering perfectly . The doctor said that he have a overwhelming recovery speed . He may even discharge after like another two weeks . Usually it'll take 6 months or a year .

I smiled at the thought of him getting discharged and totally forgot i was in Fairytail .

" Ne , Lucy ~ Why are you smiling like a fool ? Is it a ... Man ? " Mira winked and i blushed , steam coming out from my ears .

" Ara ara , it really is ! " She fangirled and ran around . I sweatdropped .

Natsu still have not returned from his mission with Lisanna . Why is he taking so long ? Did he meet some trouble ?

" We're back ! " A familiar voice rang through the guild and i turned back happily but my smile turned upside down when i saw that ...

Natsu and Lisanna was holding hands .

" Luce , you're the first one i want to tell this to ! " Natsu ran to me happily with a blushing Lisanna beside .

" Congratulations ! Last long ! " I said and forced a huge smile .

" Huh ? But i didn't even say ... " He scratched his head and i laughed , " Idiot , both of you are .. H-Holding hands ! " I tried to laugh with my voice with was now cracking .

" Oh , i forgot ! Hahaha , thanks ! " He laughed it off and Lisanna smiled , " Thank you . "

I shook my head , telling her ' you're welcome ' .

" Mira , i'm not f-feeling really well . I'll go home first kay ? " I asked and she nodded worriedly .

" Take care ! Have a good rest , Lucy . " She said and i smiled , " Yeah , thanks . "

I walked back to my apartment , thinking of the fact that Natsu and Lisanna's a couple now .

You know .. I actually had hope that our feelings were mutual . But now , that last speck of hope has disappeared .

Tears fell from my face and i wiped them off repeatedly .

I sobbed and screamed while my face was on the pillow , i cried out all my pain .

I fell asleep unknowingly and when i woke up at like 10pm , i went to the toilet .

I looked horrible . My eyes are red and puffy , my face is dry from dehydration . Then something came to me , " Sting ! "

I didn't visit him today .. I hope theres still time for me to visit him now .. I changed clothes , grabbed my purse and ran outside , it was cold but screw this , i didn't wear my muffler and coat .

I rode the last train and when i reached the hospital , i walked into the room he was in .

He was sleeping soundly , i didn't want to wake him up so i slid the door open but before i could leave ...

" Lucy . " His voice made me feel warm .

I turned around and saw Sting trying to sit up . I rushed to him and helped him up , " Sorry , i've disturbed you .. " I apologized and he shook his head , " I just smelled your scent and i woke up . Why didn't you come earlier ? "

" S-Some matters .. " I said as i walked to sit beside him and he looked deeply into my eyes .

" W-What ? " I stuttered uneasily at his gaze .

" Why did you cry ? " He asked and i shook my head , " I didn't . What makes you say so ? " I said and forced a laugh .

" That laughter was fake . You cried , your eyes are red and puffy . " He really knows me huh ? I'm happy that someone understands me . 

" Yes , i've cried . " I admitted and his eyes was now filled with anger .

" Do i have to kill someone ? Who ? " He asked seriously and i sweatdropped .  

" Haha , no ! Erm .. " I hesitated to tell him .

" Tell me . " His serious gaze never left my eyes .

"  ... " I still kept my silence .

" Lucy . " His voice tells me everything is okay , i can trust him . I like how he calls my name gently ...

" Natsu is in a relationship now . " I smiled sadly and he patted my head .

" He was my first love . He changed me and i became who i am now . Did you know ? The reason why i was called a Heartfilia Monster was because i had no emotions or feelings . I used to kill without hesitation . But , Natsu changed me . One word from him will affect my life . I slowly developed feelings for him , before i even know it . Now , his first love came back and they're together . Will i get forgotten ? " I said with tears falling down my red cheeks .

" Even if he forgets you , everyone forgets you ... I will remember you . You will always have the special place in my heart . Lucy , its okay . You still have me . I don't like seeing you cry because of ... Another guy . " He embraced me gently with his injured hand and i choked on my tears .

He's really kind , he's really worried abour me . He cares about me alot , he loves me alot .

" Sting , thank you . " I pulled away softly to find him fast asleep .

I brushed his hair to a side and looked at his sleeping face . It was cute , the scar on his eyebrow just made him better . This is Sting Eucliffe , a guy that really loves me .

I pecked the side of his lips and said , " Good night . "  

His lips ... Even if i only touched a little of it , it felt soft ...

I took my purse and stood up embarrassingly , trying not to make any noise . Then i left the hospital and went back to my apartment .

-Sting's P.O.V-
I acted like i was asleep in front of Lucy and I felt something soft and moist on the side of my lips .

" Good night . " Her whisper made my heart race and just now ... Was that a kiss ? Damn ! If she had moved a little more ! Then its my lips !

She's sweet ... Strawberry and Vanilla ..

I smiled , blushing and went to sleep . 

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