Addicted To You

Chapter 6

  I wonder what it feels like, not hating yourself, not ever wanting to end your life. It must be pretty great.

  I wake up and Jacks on his phone. I managed to wrap my whole body around him last night.
  "Morning beautiful." He says in his raspy morning voice kissing my forehead.
  "Morning handsome." I giggle.
  "You're so beautiful." He mumbles kissing me passionately. He starts kissing my neck.
  "Jack... We have school." I moan as he places light kisses on my neck.
  "So?"
  "We can't do this now."
  "Yes we can."
  "Jac..." He cuts me off by pulling me on top of him and going back to my lips. I go to his sweet spot on his collar bone and begin to tease him.
  "Sky." He moans I slightly giggle. He starts to take off my pants.
  "Jack no." I grab his hand.
  "Don't worry Sky, I'll be gentle." He smirks taking them off again.
  "Jack stop!" I spit getting up.
  "What's your problem?"
  "I'm not ready."
  "Seriously Skylar."
  "Yes Jack. Please understand."
  "No! You know what? I'm done Skylar." He huffs getting up and walking out the door.
  "Jack!" I start to cry. I hear the sound of my front door slamming. The only thing keeping me sane was Jack and now he hates me. I hate myself. I'm just a waste of space. I sit on my bed and sob. How could things change so quickly? Jack made me promise him I wouldn't do anything to myself. I can't break a promise I love him. Even if he doesn't feel the same way.