Addicted To You

Chapter 7

  I've never heard a silence quite this loud and it's deafening.

  It's eight at night and I'm still replaying what happened with Jack in my head. Why did he get so mad? I have the right to wait. Don't I?
  He hasn't talked to me since this morning. Even over my sobs the sound of the phone not ringing is the loudest thing here. What if he hates me now?
  "Sky get some sleep." Sam says knocking on my door.
  "Whatever." I mumble flipping my pillow to the cold side.
  "Jack again?" He sighs sitting on my bed rubbing my arm.
  "Mhm."
  "What happened this time?"
  "I rather not talk about it Sam." I'm not telling Sam, he'll get pissed if he finds out.
  "Fine but I'm here if you need me." He smiles and walks out. I pick up my phone to see if Jack texted. No new messages. I don't know why I even keep checking. Soon I start dozing off and finally I fall asleep.
  *Ring Buzz Ring Buzz*
  My alarm clock screams.
  "Shut up!" I groan hitting it.
  "Sky let's go!" Sam yells up the stairs like every other morning.
  I drag myself out of bed and find something to wear. I find a pink flowy shirt, jeans, and matching pink flats. Then I grab my gym clothes which is a bright yellow tank that says Fierce, black Nike pros, white knee pads, and black Nikes. We're doing volleyball in gym this month. Thank god something I actually know how to play.
  "Sam come on!" I yell walking out the door.
  "I'm coming! I'm coming!" He says frantically rushing out to me. We start walking down the sidewalk and I hear a car behind me. I already know it's Jack but he just drives right by. Not like I didn't know he would.
  It's gym and Jack still hasn't talked to me. But he looks very guilty and he keeps looking over at me.
  "Brandon and Jane is team one. Ben and Ted is team two." My teacher drags I zone out.
  "Sky?" Someone says snapping me out of thought.
  "Hm?" It's Jack.
  "We're a team." I didn't know a team could only have one loyal player. I wanna say.
  "Oh yeah."
  "I've never played volleyball so you'll have to teach me." He smirks innocently. Is he just gonna act like nothing happened?
  "Okay." I let it go.
  "How do you set?" I show him "Maybe you should show me again?"
  "Why?"
  "Because your ass looks good when you squat down." He chuckles.
  "Really Jack?"
  "What?"
  "You're just gonna act like you didn't walk out on me? Like everything's fine?"
  "Sky I'm sorry about that."
  "No Jack why would you do that? You don't own me! I don't have to do what you want! I'm not some slut you can just have sex with and then ditch! You realize that right?" I start to raise my voice.
  "Twinkles not here." He whispers looking embarrassed.
  "Why not here Gilinsky? You did this to yourself!"
  "Sky stop yelling."
  "No! You know what? What you did really hurt me! Why can't you just respect my decision?"
  "Sky..."
  "Gilinsky just stop! I don't want to hear it! I'm fucking done with you! Have fun with your little wannabe whores!" I pick up the ball and spike it at his face. Hard. The P.E teacher runs over. I really didn't think, I just did it. By now everyone was watching some people whispering, some staring, others holding in gasps.
  "Fuck." He grumbles holding his nose. It starts bleeding. Oh. My. Gosh. I feel so bad. But also proud. But I wanna just go and hug and kiss him at the same time.
  After schools over I walk down to the beach. It always clears my head. I still feel terrible about what I did to Jack.
  "Someone's got a strong ass hit." Jack smirks sitting next to me. He has a piece of what looks like cloth on his nose and a black eye. I'm wearing one of his sweatshirts he left at my house.
  "Yeah... um... sorry about that." I say not looking at him.
  "It's alright I had it coming." I let out a small giggle. Its silent for awhile. All I hear are the waves crashing against the sand and the birds cooing. "Sky listen I'm really sorry about yesterday. I was acting like a dick. I don't know what got into me."
  "You were acting pretty dickish." I joke.
  "Yeah I know and I'm so sorry." He chuckles.
  "You should be. That was kinda embarrassing."
  "I'm the embarrassing one? Have fun with your wannabe whores!" He mocks me "Then bam you fracture my nose."
  "Oh my god I fractured your nose?!"
  "Little bit."
  "I'm so sorry Jack! I didn't mean to!"
  "I know you didn't. You've got a great spike. Just can you please aim somewhere else next time?"
  "Maybe."
  "I'll take that as a yes."
  "Jack I'm still mad at you."
  "I know and you have every right to be. But Sky I wanna ask you something."
  "What is it?"
  "Why didn't you want to?"
  "Jack I told you I'm not ready." I get mad.
  "The real reason." He looks me in the eyes. I have to tell him the truth.
  "I don't want you thinking I'm like all those other girls you slept with." I sigh "I have standards and if I would have just jumped in maybe you wouldn't have known that. I want a relationship that's stronger than just sex."
  "I don't think you're like them at all. I know you have standards and I won't try to change that. Thats what I like about you, you never do anything for anybody else if its not right. You're confident in yourself and don't need a guy to know that. It's just I thought you said that because you weren't ready for me. Like you didn't want me."
  "What do you mean?"
  "I mean I thought you didn't like me."
  "Jack I love you." Oh my god that just slipped out.
Fuck.
Shit.
Dick.
Bitch.
Fuck!
What if he doesn't love me? What if he just likes me? I wanted to wait for a special time to say I love you.
  "Twinkles I love you too." He smiles I smile back. "Can I ask you something?"
  "Of course."
  "Sky I've loved you ever since you moved next door in freshman year. I've wanted to be with you ever since the first time we talked. I always saw you walking down the street to your house after school, but I never worked up the nerve to talk to you. And when I saw you looking at me at lunch I knew I had to talk to you. I needed to make you mine. And I've had so many opportunities to its just I wanted it to be perfect. And right now, right now is perfect." He smiles grabbing my hand "Twinkles will you be my girlfriend?" I can't believe he just said all that. I never knew he felt that way. He really does love me.
  "Yes. Yes Jack. I will." I start to cry.
  "I love you so much Twinkles." He whispers hugging me.
  "I love you too Jack." His hugs make me feel so safe and secure.
  We sit on the beach for awhile until the sun goes down. We go back to Jacks house and lay on his bed.
  "Jack you understand I'm not just some slut?" I smile getting on top of him.
  "Yes." He chuckles.
  "I'm only a slut for you." I moan kissing him roughly.

*A/N* ...Well... Shit... I don't even know... I have Gilinsky feels right now so... It sorta kinda got sexual... Anyway... I figured out their ship name... Its Sack... Sadly... Can anyone else think of one? What do you think of the story so far? Do you think Gilinsky will stay loyal to Sky? Do you think it's cute that he calls her Twinkles? What other things do you want from the story?  Comment I love to see what you think!