Love on the carpet

Declaring love

Sam POV

1 month later

It's been a month since me and chris decided to work through our problem. It's been nice, we've spent a lot of time talking and getting to know each other all over again. We haven't slept together since before the kiss, we have shared a few kisses but nothing crazy.
Today chris leaves to film the next marvel movie and I'm sad, I'm also nervous. I don't want him to go, I'll miss him but I'm worried he might realise that I'm not worth the hassle and move on.
I'm just stood by Chris's bedroom door watching him pack.
"Got everything?"
"Yeah, just got to grab my passport"
I nod, I can feel him staring at me "what's wrong?"
"Nothing" I turn and walk towards the kitchen, I hear chris follow me with his suitcase.
"Sam? Talk to me"
I'm looking out the window at the garden and dodger running around.
"I'm going to miss you"
"I'm going to miss you too, I'll call you or text you everyday I promise"
I don't say anything, chris can't see but I have tears rolling down my cheeks, we haven't been apart for longer then a few days so this is really hard for me.
He walks up to me and wraps his arms around my waist.
"You know you can trust me right"
I nod "I know"
He kisses me neck and turns me around, I bury my head in his chest. I don't want him to see me crying. He kisses the top of my head.
"Sam, look at me please"
I shake my head. He places his hands on the sides of my head and gently lifts it up.
"Baby? Why are you crying? I hate seeing you upset"
"I'm sorry. I'm a mess"
"Don't be sorry, what's wrong? Look if your worried I'm going to do something......"
"No chris! I trust you I promise, I just.......we haven't been apart for this long before and we are still working through stuff. I'm just worried you might realise I'm not worth the hassle"
He wraps his arms around me and looks in my eyes, I still feel the tears falling.
"Sam, I'm in this with you 100% okay, I'm not going to move on, you are my everything. Im so happy we are working through this okay. I love you"
I smile "I love you too"
He leans in and kisses me deeply, passionately. I moan slightly and wrap my arms around his neck. This is the first real kiss we have had in a month and I've missed it so much.
Chris pulls away "okay, I need to go before I do something and never leave"
I can't help but giggle. "Okay"
We walk hand in hand to the door, he grabs his keys and suitcase. He says goodbye to dodger and  I walk out to the car with him. He places his suitcase in the car and wraps me in his arms.
"I love you and I will call you when I'm settled in okay"
"Okay. I love you too"
He kisses me again and then gets in the car and drives away.
We will be okay. I hope.

2 months later

I'm just sat watching TV, dodger is lay by my side. I've been helping scott and Lisa take care of him. I know chris has an interview on tonight and I'm excited to watch it.
ET news comes up and I hear Chris's name mentioned, I turn the volume up.
"Chris Evans has an emotional outburst over interviewers upsetting words"
"What the?" I carry on watching, there is a clip of chris he is angry, the interviewer asked him questioned about the kiss with Jenny, those things were supposed to be off limit. The interviewer then went on to say some comments about me. Stuff about me not exactly fitting the profile for his usual type etc. Chris got angry and pushed the interviewer out the room.
I decide to call him and find out what's going on.
"Hey babe"
"Hey, are you okay? I've just seen the news"
"Yeah I'm okay, I'm in a bit of trouble but I'm okay"
"How bad is the trouble?"
"Nothing really. End of the day the interviewer was out of line so I might just have to release a statement explaining why I acted the way I did."
"Okay. Well your team knows what there doing right so you'll be okay"
"Yeah"
"Chris?"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you"
"For what?"
"For sticking up for me"
He laughs "always baby"
I smile "my hero"
"I miss you"
"I miss you too"
"I gotta go but I'll talk to you soon okay"
"Okay"
"I love you so much Sam"
"I love you too chris, goodnight"
"Goodnight"
I hang up and I can't help but smile, he defended my honour and I'm so proud of him. He really loves me and I really love him.
I miss him so much. So I decide to call my uncle and ask for some time off. I'm going to Atlanta to officially get my man.