Our Little Love ➳ Camila Cabello

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CAMILA'S POV

Lauren left the back room of the bus to enter into the lounge room.

"What did she say, Lo?" I asked hopeful that y/n wasn't as mad or upset as I had thought.
Lauren just shrugged, "Nothing that you'd want to hear."
"That bad?" My voice was trembling a little.
"Well, you did cheat, Camila. I'm not sure it's going to be good." Lauren retorted not letting up on the whole situation.

She was mad about it too. Hell, everyone was. Including me. I know I made a mistake with Jacob, but that's what it was. A mistake. Everything I did was stupid. Texting, kissing, it went too far. I really love y/n and there are no excuses for what I did. It was just me being absolutely ignorant to her feelings. To everyone's feelings. I've never had so many people hate me. Ally, Dinah, Normani, and Lauren have all kind of put up a wall between me and them. Y/N was a big part of the group and now that I've hurt her, I hurt them too. Mostly because they didn't even know it was happening and now y/n blames them all for this. Now she won't speak to anyone. Anyone except Lauren, obviously.

"I said I was sorry, Lo. Jeez. What do I gotta do to make it better?" I asked.
"Don't cheat on someone who loves you! She told me that you didn't even call for her birthday yesterday. Who does that?" Lauren replied harshly.
"Her birthday?" I was confused.
Dinah spoke up, "She told me that, too."
I felt sick. More than sick. I felt destroyed. "Her birthday was yesterday. Oh my god, I'm gonna puke."
"Don't go to the bathroom. Puke outside." Ally harshly said not moving from her glare at me.
"You didn't even remember her birthday? Are you fucking serious?" Lauren yelled at me.
Mani tried to step in. "Lo, chill. Don't get into-"
Lauren shook her head, "No. She has to hear this. Giving her the damn silent treatment isn't going to fix anything. If we're really friends, I think I should be blatantly honest with her." She turned her attention back to me. "You're a selfish person sometimes, Camila. You were too far up Jacob's ass to realize it was y/n's birthday. There's no damn excuse for it. We
don't know Jacob's true intentions for you. Be honest, have you two fucked?" I couldn't look at her. I felt tears run down my eyes. "Answer me, Camila."
"Kinda." I quietly replied.
"Kinda? Who are you anymore? The Camila I knew wouldn't go as far as fucking a dude while y/n sits alone on her birthday waiting for you to call. Is this album and tour changing you or something?" Lauren was so upset I could see her pale face quickly turn red.
"That's not it!" I screamed. "Stop treating me like shit. I'm sorry okay. That's all I can say. I love her and I didn't mean for it to go this far. Not at all. I want her back more than anything but I know I fucked it up."
"Well, you're going to have to fix everything when we go to Toronto." Lauren said trying to be calmer but
you could tell it was hard for her.
"Toronto?"
"She'll be filming there. This is your last chance. I'm speaking for myself when I say this. If you don't make things right with her and tell Jacob to fuck off, we are no longer friends. I don't associate myself with people who cheat or forget about their loved ones." Lauren coldly replied
before getting up and walking out of the bus.

The other girls silently followed her. I felt tears begin to brim my eyes. I got
up from the couch and went to my bunk to lay down and pull the curtain back. I have to make things right. I just have to.

YOUR POV

"Why didn't your friend come with us?" Jen asked grabbing our luggage from the baggage claim.
I retrieved my bags from her, "She wanted to stay at the beach until I got back. So, I'm sure she's just partying her spring-break-life away."
"Are you a party person, too?"
I shook my head, "Not as much as her. She's really into that stuff. Give me a few shots to clear my mind and I'm good."
"Well, that's good to hear. There are too many people who like to party hard. They'll probably regret it in the long run." Jen told me honestly and I nodded in agreement.

--

We both were put in a car and sent out to a beautiful private school in Toronto. The school was out for Spring Break and we bought it out to film the parts we needed for the movie.

I was waiting in my dressing room when I got a text from Zendaya. It was the first text I got from her since that night and ever since then bits and pieces started coming back to me. The only thing I can fully remember is pushing her on my bed and kissing her neck. That's it.

Zenday(um): hey can we talk?

The words that can cause the most anxiety and stress for anyone. What if she didn't want to be my friend? I'll feel so bad.

Y/N: yeah what's up?

Zenday(um): it's about that night in your trailer. I was wondering if you remembered any of it.

Y/N: a little. do you remember it?

Zenday(um): yea I do. what parts?

Y/N: does it really matter?

Zenday(um): kind of

Y/N: just tell me why it should matter then.

Zenday(um): tell me what parts and I will

Y/N: ugh you're so cryptic. I remember being in the trailer but I don't remember you leaving or anything.

Zenday(um): oh okay. well I left when you got a call from one of the girls. I'm pretty sure it was Dinah because she sounded kinda mad.

Y/N: did we do anything? besides kiss

Zenday(um): no

Y/N: oh ok

Zenday(um): can I be honest?

Y/N: sure

Zenday(um): I wanted to.

Y/N: z, you know why I can't. at least not for now. I just broke up with Camila.

Zenday(um): I know. I'll keep my distance.

Y/N: NO! Please don't. I would love to try something with you but I just need some time to get over her. I don't want to rush anything. Especially right now. we can be friends but just until I get my shit together

Zenday(um): okay I'll be waiting ;) lol

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We filmed for about 5 hours until my scenes were done and I was sent back to the hotel that the movie put me in for a long awaited sleep. It was almost 11:56 PM in Toronto and I was feeling the exhaustion sweep over me.

Once I plopped on top of the soft queen bed in my hotel room, I closed my eyes and began to pass out.

7:34 AM

There was a knock at my hotel room door. I groaned pushing myself up to get off the bed and slump towards the door.

I didn't think about looking through the eyehole expecting it to just be Halley, and that she forgot the key to my room.

I pulled down on the metal handle and saw 5 girls standing in the hallway.

My eyes shot wide open and I was now completely awake.

"Can we come in?" Ally asked hopeful with her big brown eyes staring at me intently.
I shrugged, "Uh, I guess."

They each filed in, but the one at the end was who I wanted to stop so I could make her stand in the doorway and slam it in her face, but I took the high road and let her walk in with her head hanging down.