I fill my heart with a false hope,
that maybe one day i can love like I've seen others proceed to do,
but deep down i know it will never happen.
I cover my ignorant eyes with pink tinted shades,
In hopes that perhaps I will perceive the world in a prettier way,
to only fill my thoughts with the "what if" possibilities,
knowing dam well, what ifs, are only a small probability.
I watch the ones close to me fall in and out of love,
praying one day, that will be me to,
though Iv'e never felt the rush of a crush,
that consumed my mood for more than a day,
or in any non-forced romantic way.
There are so many fish in the sea,
yet I cant find one that quite moves me,
so, I'll continue to wear this mask,
and pretend that one stranger is a 'crush' to cope,
only to fill my heart with nothing more than a false hope
love is nothing more than a dense joke
Happy valentines day ❤
YOU ARE READING
Just random stream of thoughts
Poesíamy exploration of poetry and perhaps short stories? I'll write all forms of poetry, but mostly free verse and haiku's because that's what I'm currently most familiar with! ; ) Enjoy!
