❦𝘾𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙤𝙨 𝙈𝙖𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙡 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨❦ - carlos x reader

𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙢 - 𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩.

Y/N's Pov:

I was hanging out with mirabel when she told me she had to leave for a few hours and that I could just chill in her room.

"You know.. maybe a little cut won't hurt.."
I mumbled as I picked up a sewing needle she had on her desk and sat back down on her bed.

And I had sliced a deep cut into my wrist, matching the other semi healed ones form a week ago.

Maybe another one won't hurt aswell . . .

I thought to myself as I sliced a less deep cut into my wrist, next to the fresh one that was bleeding a lot.

I was about to do one last one until I heard the door swing open, and I hid the needle behind me along with my bleeding wrist.

It was Carlos. And dolores . .

Shit...
I thought mentally as he close the door behind him and walked up to me, sat down and grabbed my wrist I hid behind my hand.

It was staying with smeared blood from when I tried to hide it.

"Why . . ?"
He said, tears forming in his eyes.

I couldn't get a word out of me, I had never seen carlos this.. hurt, betrayed, broken I don't even know anymore...
I just wanted it to stop.

Casita had bought a wet cloth and bandages over which carlos picked up as he placed my wrist  in his lap.

He started wiping the blood of and when it got to my wound I winced because it hurt, like alot.

Tears were streaming down my face, knowing him and dolores now know.

He had finished cleaning my woods and put bandages over them to cover it as he looked at all the other scars.

"How long . . Sigh. How long have you been doing.. it. For.
He said coldly, putting my hand back and placing the bloody cloth and bandages on the floor so casita can take them away.

"Th-three months maybe? I-I can't remember"
I mumbled, as carlos put his hand on my cheek lightly and wiped the tears away.

"It's okay, me and dolores won't tell anyone, we promise."
He reassured.

"Sniff, mhm.."
I said before leaping into his arms gripping onto his waste tightly for some sort of comfort.

He didn't say anything but just played with my hair as I loosed my grip a bit so he could breath.

"Promise?"

"Promise."

𝙃𝙚𝙮 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨, 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙤𝙤𝙣 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙝𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙠. 𝙄 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙞 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙞 𝙜𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙖 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙣𝙤𝙬. 𝙋𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙚 ☺︎︎✌︎︎