❦𝘾𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙤𝙨 𝙈𝙖𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙡 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨❦ - carlos x reader

Take some angst <3

Carlos' pov:
It had been a few weeks since I broke up with y/n due to relationship problems.
We haven't stayed in contact nor did we even look at eachother when we walk past.

But I've realised she had been hanging out with camilo.

And she looked happier.

I just wish it was me.

I wanted to be the one who made her feel happy, who made her feel loved.

I told my friends how I felt but all they keep saying is one day I'll feel it too.

When.

When will that day be and with who.

I just wanted to be loved.

Was that so hard to ask for?

Maybe..

Maybe I'm just not cut out for this.

Maybe I should just leave.

Yeah.

I'll leave tonight.

-Carlos packs his stuff and waits till midnight to arrive. To which it did-

'Okay Carlos, you got this. Once you leave you can start a new life, and leave everyone here at peace from your presence'
I whispered to myself, as I jumped out of my window onto the grass.

I picked up my satchel, one that mirabel made for me and I checked if I had my main stuff I need.

"Food, water, chameleon pin to remind me of cami, cloud pin for pepa and felix, wifi bar thingy pin for dolores, butterfly for mirabel, animal for Antonio, food and heart for Augustin and Julieta, flower for isabela, weight for luisa, and candle for Abuela."
I said quietly, almost a whisper in fact.

I heard casita move some tiles and I sighed before turning around.

"Goodbye casita, I'll miss you the most."
I said in a soft tone, as casita moved something towards me, so I looked down and picked it up.

It was a pin of casita, how cute..

"Thanks casita"
I smiled, as I closed my eyes, making a tear run down my cheek.

Then I started to cry.
But then I heard dolores come outside.

"C-Carlos? Please don't leave"
She whispered, as I quickly hid behind a bush, muffling my silent cries.

"Please Carlos.. I can't loose you!"
She finally quietly yelled, tears running down her face as she grinned her teeth and clenched her fists.

I wanted to hug her so bad right now, but I couldn't.

She's better off without me, they all are.

"P-please.."
She finally said, before collapsing while crying.

I couldn't take seeing her like this.

So I ran away.

I heard her yell my name, but she couldn't catch up.

I ran for about 15 minutes until I reached a river near the village, and tripped over, as I started crying.

"I-I'm s-so sorry dolores.."
I whispered silently to myself, clenching my fists as I stayed there and continued to cry.

"Hola? Sir are you okay?"
I heard a boy say softly, as I flinched while shooting my head towards him, seeing a young boy around my age.

"Oh my god what happened??"
He said, quickly helping me up onto a log.

I was exhausted, tired, and I just wanted to scream and shout.

I didn't say anything and just continued to cry, my sister's cracking voice as she cried playing over and over in my head.

"It's okay, you don't have to say anything, your safe with me. Cry as much as you want"
The boy said kindly, as he picked up my satchel and a few extra things that fell out.

He put them back in my satchel and placed it in front of me, sitting down next to me.

"I'm Fabian, Fabian Clazoko."
He said, smiling at the water as my cries soften.

"Sniff, I'm C-Carlos Madrigal.."
I said, wiping the last of my tears with my dirty ruana.

"Well carlos, do you mind telling me what happened?"
Fabian asked, looking at me with slight concern.

I sighed before beginning to tell him.

"I'm a bad Madrigal. I hurt y/n, my ex, I hurt my family, I hurt myself mainly. I made my big sister cry. So I ran away."
I briefly said, grabbing a candy out of my satchel and eating it while staring at the river.

Fabian sat there in shock, not knowing what to say.

Fabian's pov:
I had no idea what to say.
This poor boy had been through so much.

I was about to say something while looking at the river until I heard him hiccup, so I quickly look back at him and saw he was trying to swallow back his tears.

"Oh carlos.."
I said, nearly whispering as I pulled him closer to me, hugging him while he stuffed his face into my chest, continuing to cry.

What did he do to deserve this..?

Hola y'all, hope you enjoyed the angst, I cried while making it.
Anyways, I'm tempted to make this into a story.
Carlos x Fabian??
Anyways, I'll update more since I'm finally on my holiday.
But yeah, I wanted to do sh again but I wrote this instead to distract myself.
Anywho, cya guys <3