Im stupid!
I'm useless!
Pathetic!
Not worth it!
Heart broken!
Alone!
Hated!
Pain!
Dumb!
A mistake!
A problem!
Nothing but trouble!
Mean!
A bitch!
An idiot!
Hopeless!
Not good enough!
Not pretty!
Not skinney!
Not what people want me to be!
That's how I feel!
That's what people always call me!
Why is my God damn life so messed up!
Filled with people who hate me!
Why can't people just grow up and quit acting like
Little kids!
I hate myself and everything i do!
People are right! I am pathetic!
And worthless!!! And I am trouble!
No matter how hard I try to do good things,
I always screw shit up!
I'm fucking sorry if I can't be perfect for u!
I'm sorry I can't live a perfect life, so that I'll always be there for you, and not hurt u!
I'm sorry I want to leave in a few years!
I'm sorry, I'm not perfect!
And I'm sorry I'm so stupid!!
If you don't like what I do,
Or who i am.
Then leave!
*sighs* this is something I've writen in my diaries, constantly.
Most my journals start with I'm sorry.
But in truth Im not the one that should be sorry.
It's the people that hurt me that should be sorry.
Theres gonna be haters, and lovers.
Ignore the haters, they don't care bout you, so they hurt you. They break your heart cause they can't take the fact you are perfect!
Maybe not to them, but to the people that really care!
Like i said,
Im sorry I'm not perfect.
-imperfection
