I've Always Loved Corduroys

Serenade

I rush around my room, cleaning up anything I can. 

Clothes? Check.

Trash? Check.

Approaching nervous break down because my friend since forever and recently realized crush is sleeping in the same bed as me tonight? Check.

I sit on my bed, trying to breath. Glancing through my hands I see my bass. 

That might help...

Tuning and plugging in my amp, I strum a song I've been writing. Its not for the band so I haven't shown anyone, not even Robbie. He's been acting so weird when Wendy comes over and in the group. Always trying to talk to her, finding dumb ways to get her attention. If I didn't know any better... he might like her.

No

No, I won't think like that. I can't assume something just because he's talking to her more. He's never been super close to her so it could just be that. Yeah, getting to know her better..for the group. No other reason.

I hadn't noticed Wendy watching me strum until she came up and plucked a string. 

"Anyone in there?" She laughs. 

Oh that laugh. 

Before I even thought of what was said I blurted out, "Anyone you want to be." I could feel the goofy smile on my face. How could I say something so stupid. I knew my ears were burning, the color more vibrant and noticeable on my pale and point ears. She must've noticed because she started playing with my countless piercing's. She'd been doing that since I got them; but right now, her figures felt like a hot iron. I just watch her when we lock eyes.

She seemed to be waiting. Only then did I figure she was, must've asked me something, 

"Huh? What?"

She grins, backing up, "You gonna finish the song or keep me waiting. Any words for it yet?"

I nod shyly. Showing my music that wasn't co-written with Robbie has always been embarrassing. I experiment with sounds and I usually stray from the emo lyrics of the band music. 

"Do you- do you wanna hear it?" Punching my arm she sits down next to me. My heart is racing by now.

"Wouldn't have asked if I didn't."

It's summer. It's hot. That's why I'm like this. I'm not this cheesy.

Nodding again, not trusting my words, I strum again to hear the tune and start the song.

(song start)

I can't believe we're finally alone

I can't believe I almost went home

What are the chances? Everyone's dancing
And he's not with you

Opening my eyes, I glace at her. All I can see are her meadow green eyes. Neither of us break other then blinking and I continue. 

The universe must have divined this
What am I gonna do?
Not grab your wrist?

I could be a better boyfriend than him
I could do the shit that he never did
Up all night, I won't quit
Thinking I'm gonna steal you from him
I could be such a gentleman
Plus all my clothes would fit

I could be a better boyfriend

I don't need to tell you twice
All the ways hе can't suffice
If I could give you some advicе
I would leave with me tonight