1 year later
In this one year , many things happened.
With yoongi-
1. Minhyun proposed jihye 2 weeks after the fan meet. Yoongi forced him to propose and fortunately jihye said 'yes'. They both got to know that jihye is also orphan and living alone. So minhyun offered her to share the same apartment and she happily agreed. Now they both live together.
2. Yoongi got popularity worldwide through his music and talent. He even went to world tour all alone. Yoongi got offers from many company but he refused them all. He was doing perfect alone. Yoongi still didn't reveal his face and identity. He would perform with his mask on and even meet his fans with his mask on though now his fans were starting to think he was yoongi. Because his voice , speed of rap , music , talent everything was same.
With BTS-
1. Bts topped the charts with their new comebacks , they were very famous and saved many lives with their music. In every fan meet , atleast 5 ARMY tells them that they saved them from depression. They felt relaly happy that they completed their goals. Bts moved on from Yoongi , not like totally moved on but they wont remember him until they see their bracelet or some pics of him. Even tho Jungkook did not. He still loved Yoongi. He just cant forget him. Every member would often try not to bring yoongi in conversations.
2. That meeting after the fan meet was their first and last meeting with Agust D till now. As yoongi already told them 'goodbye' , they did try to find his location and meet him but nothing worked. So they lost hope in finding him. It was hard but every member faced the reality that they lost a gem which just needed to be polished , yoongi just needed some support and motivation while working with them. But instead they gave him stress , anxiety and depression , even though they didn't know about that.
3. Bts has a concert on 27th July 2016 and they are working hard for it. Not overworking , just working hard. They just decided to do a fun concert and have fun with ARMYs. So everything was sorted but jungkook. He refused to do anything on that date. After 3 hours of argument and one slap from Namjoon , he finally agreed to the concert. Jungkook knew yoongi loves him too , even after that day. He just hopes , he can spend life with Yoongi.
AT THE CONCERT OF BTS
Ofcourse the whole stadium was full like always. Jungkook was crying in the backstage while tae comforted him. "JUNGKOOK STOP IT! WE HAVE FANS WAITING OUTSIDE!!" Namjoon yelled slowly losing his patience. Jin hugged namjoon tightly to calm him down.
"Please calm down. Its not his fault. You dont know how hard it is" jin said and namjoon hugged him back. "I m sorry , lets go" jungkook said wiping his tears and putting on lip balm. "Make sure to play no song we made with yoongi" hoseok informed for the 20th time in the day and the staff nodded.
They all entered the stage after 10 mins and the song started. The first was magic shop (without yoongi's part). They performed this song while running here and there on the stage and having fun with ARMYs. Jin and jk had a water fight , which resulted in namjoon to be drenched. Yes, he got in between as a shield.
They had fun with the song and went backstage. Bts got up on the stage without jungkook. Jungkook got up after 2 mins with red eyes. This time , it was very sure he cried. They performed all the songs with breaks in between and decided to end the concert with some question with fans.
All 6 of hem sat on the chairs and passed a few mics to the staff near fans so they can give it to them. "Yeah you with the chim head band" namjoon said and pointed to the fan girl. The mic was passed to her and she asked , "why are your eyes red jungkook? Did u cry?"
Jk looked at namjoon and namjoon nodded at him. Meaning he can tell them what he wanted. "Many of you didn't care , but i did. Today was the day we lost a gem , a brother , a support for all of us , a wonderful man who just knew how to help people. Suga hyung , yes today was the day 1 year ago he left us all alone. He told eveyone , he loved me the most , but he left me too. I am sorry guys I still didn't move on. Its not easy for me" jungkook explained while crying at the end.
"But he was not any good for all of you. Look how perfect all of you are now. It so good that he left. He even seduced one of you then why jungkook oppa. Don't cry because of him." That ARMY argued further and everyone heard a loud cheer of "YES"
Jk went down on his knees on stage and bowed to everyone while crying uncontrollably. "I beg you all , please dont say things like that. Please dont punish an innocent soul. He did nothing besides suffering alone." Jk whispered in his mic so that everyone can hear him.
"Please dont say such things. All of us were the reason , an innocent kind hearted man lost his dream. Nobody knows much he suffered all alone" jin said with tears in his eyes and jimin hugged him tightly.
"Please continue , you , hyunbin" taehyung said remembering that army from the fan meet. "Is AGUST D suga hyung?" He asked and bts looked at each other. "Sorry but we don't know , he didnt reveal his identity till now" namjoon answered and hyunbin asked again. "Can we expect a collab with AGUST D?" hoseok answered , "we already talked , but he politely refused"
Whole concert ended but jungkook didn't speak anything on the stage after that encounter with that fan. Bts got backstage and they changed into some comfortable clothes. "Where is jungkook?" Namjoon asked one staff and he pointed to the couch. "He slept after too much crying" he explained and namjoon nodded.
Tae picked him up and kept him in the van , everyone settled down and they left to their dorm. Tae picked him up again and kept him in his room. "Everyone go to sleep , we have a talk tomorrow" namjoon informed and everyone went to their own room.
Namjoon made a note and kept it on the bedside table in kook's room.
Meet all of us at 10 , in the living room
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Losing myself....M.Y.G
FanfictionJust an imagination... Story of how an idol loved by millions feels useless and lost himself in his journey of following his passion.. I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING BAD IN THIS STORY I DONT OWN ANY PICS USED IN THIS FANFICTION, CREDITS TO OWNER NOT ED...