Losing myself....M.Y.G

36.

"Me and namjoon are together , why dont you both get together?" Jin asked feeding yoongi. Yoongi looked down and jin noticed him. "I m afraid people will hate him because of me. You already know what happened when I revealed myself accidentally. I cant put his life in danger , what if sometime I am not there to save him?" Yoongi expressed how he felt but jin shook his head smiling softly.

"Nothing will happen. You both will be okay" jin assured but yoongi shook his head declining. "Hyung you are not understanding. I have only haters and one single fan who cares about me. Jungkook has many fans and is currently on his way to achieve hie dreams. I can't just push him away from his dreams because I love him? I can't be that selfish. You saw how much hate y'all got because of me already. I cant let jungkook go through that again." Yoongi said sadly.

"If he loves you , he will give up everything to be with you yoongles" jin said.
"I dont want him to give up on his dreams for someone like me" yoongi said and the door bursted open with a furious jungkook. "Leave" jk said and jin left the ward.

"Calm down prince" jungkook calmed down a bit and sat beside yoongi. "I will leave my dream , just be with me" jk begged and yoongi sat up painfully. "Come here" yoongi sweetly called and jk went near him.

"YOU FUCKING IDIOT!! MOTHERFUCKER! HOW DARE YOU! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE ALL SUFFERED TO COME THIS FUCKING FAR HUH?! AND YOU WILL LEAVE LIKE ITS FUCKING NOTHING?!!" Yoongi slapped jungkook and screamed at him. Jungkook just looked down with a red cheek.

Jungkook didnt say anything just looked down.  "Leave right now. Come back after the doctor removes my drip" yoongi said looking at the doctor who was looking at him and jk.

Jk looked down and went outside. "Consider giving us some personal space doctor." Yoongi said to the doctor who sighed in return. "You should not stress too much. Its not good for your health Mr. Min" the doctor removed his drip and went out without saying anything else.

Jungkook entered again and sat with yoongi. "I am sorry hyung but you are more important than anything for me" jungkook said and yoongi sighed. "This amount of love is dangerous jungkook. I know you love me and I love you too but i wont let you destroy your dreams because of me." Yoongi explained softly and jk nodded.

"Can we ever be together?" Jk asked sadly. "I dont know prince...maybe not...maybe there's someone better than me waiting for you hmm? Cheer up a bit" yoongi answered and jk nodded. "I will never date anyone other than you" jungkook was stern and serious on this sentence. "Baby don't be like this. Either you will have me or someone better than me...and i guess you will have someone better than me." Yoongi smiled at him softly and jk got up and went out.

"When will my sufferings end?" Yoongi asked to himself and smiled sadly. "Maybe I spent all my happy years in childhood only or maybe I dont them in my luck" yoongi was talking to himself. Again.

TIMESKIP (WHEN YOONGI WAS DISCHARGED)

"Yoongi baby come with us... we can take care of you till you fully recover" jin asked and yoongi declined politely. "Its okay i can take care of myself"

"Yoongi hyung just till you recover properly" tae asked again. "Its okay , i am 100% fine now see" yoongi ran around a bit smiling happily. "Please" jk asked and yoongi stopped in his tracks. "I hate to decline you but you fucking keep asking me for things I don't want to do! This is the third time I decline you jeon jungkook!" Yoongi said and went to minhyun's car.

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Short chapter...sorry