𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄

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as she came out of her class, holding her books to the chest, she was walking down the corridor, not looking up... but little did she knew, hoseok was already there, waiting for her...

"yn.. wait" he flinched as she stopped on her tracks and stared at him... he didn't expect her to halt her moves as he thought she would dash him and walk past him....

"what?" she said no expressions, while no words came out of his mouth, as his parted lips and shaking eyes were infront of her... "speak or don't come in my way" she said, while he cleared his throat, walking close to her..

"Yn.. I'm sorry for what my mom has said to you.. she was wrong... she made a huge fault and I apologise on behalf of her" hoseok said, as he wrapped her hands inside his....

"Hoseok... please don't talk about that" she said, letting her hands go off him.. he sighed and gazed down.. "then come, I will take you for lunch" he said, coming more close, wrapping her shoulders.. but she moved away, staring at him...

"Hoseok... I have some work with my friends... so will you please let me go now? they must be waiting for me" she said, walking past him, while he ran and held her wrist... "stop calling me hoseok and come with me.. you ain't going with your friends" he said, while she yanked his hand right away..

"don't you remember what has happened yesterday?" she said, while he sighed out, breathing heavily... "yn..forget about that already, please... I will make it right in the future" he said, while she shook her head as a no..

"No.. you can't do that.. and I need some time... will you atleast gift me that?" she said, while he came close and cupped her cheeks.. "yn... please... I can't do that... I wanna be with you every day... I know what you are asking for" he said, and his eyes spoke the worries more...

"then give me that" she said, while he shook his head as a no quickly.. "only after my death" he said, while she sighed heavily... "then atleast don't disturb me for some time.. take my words in your mind and follow.. please hoseok" she said, while he grabbed his hair in his fists and growled..

"Fine... get lost" he said, while she stormed out of the place before he changes his mind... he kicked the floor harshly, causing the pain to himself..

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Stuffing her clothes and accessories in her luggage, she sighed as she sat on the edge of the bed, thinking about hoseok... as she asked, he didn't disturb her at all.. she was trying to forget the incident but could't stop thinking about him.. he has no fault from his side, which was making her weak day by day..

unlocking her phone, she typed his number but before pressing the call button, she stopped, thinking for a while.. she was fighting with herself, how long she could go, how far she can run away, how strong her heart would be by now..

sighing heavily, she kept her phone in her hand bag and walked out to where her classmates would be... it was the tour to thailand with them....

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"hey" she went to one of her friends as they kept their luggages inside... "we still got time for the flight" her friend spoke, making her nod, sitting inside the car... "david.. start the car already" she said, while he nodded, driving off to the airport...

she should be enjoying her time, but she wasn't doing it.. her mind was stuck with hoseok and she couldn't help it as well.. he wanted to be with her during this tour.. that was what he planned for.. but now she was going all by herself as she wished...

but wasn't she supposed to be happy for that?

after checking in, then boarding the flight, she locked her luggage inside the overhead bin... seated on her seat with her friend in the economy class, while she huffed out as finally the flight was about to take off..

"we are going to have lots of fun out there" her friend spoke, while yn nodded and smiled at her as they planned huge plans in thailand... "I wanna make the best project out of it" yn mumbled, as she starred at the window...

her smile slowly dropped, as her mind was filled with hoseok...

"you didn't say he was actually coming" her friend spoke, making yn turn to her... her friend's eyes were starring at the front, and she followed her stares, that was boring into hoseok who was coming inside the flight, with his luggages on..

yn's mouth slightly parted apart, as she didn't believe his presence.. he was wearing a dark blue denim shirt, with first two buttons open, and a matching trousers, having his earphones and polarised sunglasses on, he came inside like a king himself, while yn was not staring anywhere but only on him..

his eyes wandered until they fell on yn, who was staring him back and his hearty lips curved a little smile in victory, walking towards her, while she looked away quickly, staring at the window, while her peripheral vision was focused only on him...

as he walked past them, his famous sweet vanilla perfume lingured in her nostrils, bringing her millions of memories with him in few seconds, making her go back in time when they used to be together... but she snapped back quickly and turned back at him when he walked away from her sight, entering inside the first class, making her sigh and come back to reality..

"you see that? that's the difference"

her inner voice spoke, mentally slapping herself for almost falling for him all over again...

"why don't you go to him?" she turned to her friend, who just spoke.. "no.. I wanted to spend some time with you this time" yn pressed her lips, making them a thin line, faking a smile to her...

"that's sweet" her friend spoke, as she plugged in her earphones, while yn looked away, sighing heavily...

the distance between them was so less , but still it felt like miles long...

chugging down her drink, yn was watching a movie to kill her time... it was all going fine as for her, as she wanted to not think about him... unbuckling her seat belt, she went to the restrooms..

her eyes widened when she saw him in the pathway, walking towards her... what was he doing in the economy class? she thought as she walked towards him, until he slightly moved away, giving her some space to pass through... his eyes were only on her, while she avoided his eye contact...

as soon as she reached the toilet, unlocking herself, she breathed out heavily as if she would go on with this man and jump on him.. she doesn't know how much she was controlling herself from not seeing him or talking with him... she ruffled her hair and fixed it eventually, as her heart was beating rapidly because of him...

getting out of the room, her eyes widened even more, when she saw him, standing infront of the toilet... she stood there, waiting for him to do something, but he was just standing still, waiting for her to go..

"doesn't he have toilets in his class?" she thought to herself as she rushed out of the place, but somewhere her heart was disappointed so much for nothing happened..

what was she expecting?

she wanted him to go talk to her and apologise for nothing he did?

or she wanted to drag her to his class and make her sit with him?

or she wanted him to push her inside the restroom and lock her mouth with his?

what was she expecting from one of these?

or all the above?

calming her ass down on her seat, she hugged herself, as her brows scrunched at his behaviour...

"if he didn't come for me then why did he show up?" yn mumbled, while her friend looked at her.. "did you say something?" her friend questioned, while yn looked at her and shook her head as a no with a smile...

"nothing.. I was just talking to myself" yn smiled awkwardly, before starring at the window.... she was dying when she wasn't seeing him and she was dying hard when she sees him...