Issue after issue,
I can't even tell how i feel.
A choice that can change my future
Either for the better
Or leave me shattered.
Either choice will result in someone hurting.
Friends voice their concerns.
It's all repeated.
All making great points
Offering comfort as they do
Yet i still feel lost and alone.
They encourage me to put myself first,
They all do.
Yet I haven't the slightest clue
How to.
My heart burns and twists
From merely the thought of all outcomes.
What could I possibly do?
Why am I even here?
How is it that I know the answer
I know what i must do
Yet i don't think i am capable of going through with it.
I am broken by the thought.
I know what I must do...
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Poetry ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
PoetryI've been writing since middle school as a way to convey how I felt. I've kept these in an old composition book that I still keep by me about 10 years later. I suppose it's time to share and hope maybe it will help someone out there.