The car accident plays on a loop in her mind now that she is truly and forever alone.
That accident, that tragedy, ruined everything.
It took her life.
It broke her love's heart.
Every day, she moves through the house, once their home, desperately waiting for the day when her boyfriend will walk through their front door.
She waits for years.
Decades.
Even when other families move into the house and she has to hide away so her desperate cries for Jungkook won't bother them.
Nobody ever hears her.
Sometimes, she likes to imagine that Jungkook moved on with his life; she likes to imagine that he got married and had the most beautiful children with smiles as pure as his.
Sometimes, she wishes he was here with her, with his fingers intertwined with hers as they argue over which movie to watch.
She misses him, and she always will.
She can never be at peace within her soul; not without him.
She only hopes that he found his peace.
But no matter what, no matter how many decades pass, she will continue to wait for him.
Even if she can only see him one last time, she only wishes to tell him one thing.
She is so sorry.
