chapter one

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CHAPTER ONE

I cringed at the loud feedback of the amps that were just turned on. I am in my parent's garage watching my brother's band rehearse. Actually, I'm only here just to watch Brian. Who is Brian? You're probably asking who he is. Brian is one of my brother's best friends and he is the only guy I have ever liked.

I'm staying out of their way by sitting on this old leather couch. I'm also doing my homework while they play songs. I don't want to make it look like I'm a creepy stalker just staring at Brian. So I created a system to stare at him secretly. I look at him for five seconds every minute and then look back down at my book. Staring at him makes me feel warm on the inside. It seems like time has frozen still and also feels like everything around us disappears. In my world, it just seems to be us both all alone and no one can bother us.

"Sam...Sam...SAM!!!" I heard matt breaking me from my thoughts. I immediately looked up at him. "What ...what happened?" I answered. "Did you like our song?" matt asked. Song what song? They played a song. Wtf, man do I have A.D.D. "You guys played a song?" I asked curiously.

He looked at me with a weird expression that said 'where have you been all this time'. I guess I was focusing too much on Brian that I just blocked out sound. "Yeah we did Sam" Jimmy said.

"Wow, guys we suck!" said Zack. "No you don't" I told Zack. "Yeah we do, we couldn't even get YOU to listen to us." Brian said. "Sorry, I was doing homework." I said back. "That makes it worse." Jimmy said. "How?" I asked.

"You rather do your homework than listen to us." Matt said. I felt bad for not listening. They work really hard on their music and now because of me they think they suck.

"Sorry."I really felt bad I didn't even want to look at them. I sat back down. Matt, Zack Brian and jimmy huddled up to talk about god knows what. They left the person I hate the most in the world to the side able to make conversation with me.

Wendt motherfucking Wendt, I hate him so much. He is the bass player for them. He likes me and I know it but the fact is I don't. He walked over to me slowly and sat right next to me placing his arm around me.

"Get off me Wendt." I said loud enough for him to hear me. "What all I did was put my arm around you. It's not a big deal." He said back to me.

"I don't want to be touched. It makes me feel uncomfortable. Get off." I said trying to pull out of his grip on my shoulder.

"Uncomfortable? I bet you would like that if I were Brian. Right? "I looked at him for he caught my attention.

"So that caught your attention. What did you think no one would figure out that you like him? Don't worry only I know." Wendt said. My blood was boiling inside of me.

"GET OFF ME!" I spat causing everyone to look at us.

"What's wrong Sam?" Matt rushed over to us.

"Nothing, I'm just going to go." I said grabbing my books and shoving them into my backpack.

"What do to her Wendt?" I heard jimmy asking him while I was making my way towards the garage door leading into the house.

"Nothing just listening to her go on about Brian" Those words hit me like a ton of bricks. I was mad as fuck. I turn to look at Wendt and I could feel Brian's eyes on me as well as everyone else.

"Come on Samantha Sanders tell him how much you love him" Wendt said secretly mocking me. I looked at Brian for a second and his eyes went wide.

"Come on. Tell him how you want to have his babies and how you want to get married. There's nothing to be ashamed of." I can't believe he just said that.

"Wendt, that's enough." Matt said. I pushed pass matt and punch Wendt as hard as I could. He fell to the floor and I just punched him like a crazy bitch. I felt someone around me pulling me off him. I turned around it was Brian.

"Are you ok?" Brian asked. Brian hands where on my shoulders. He looked me in the eyes. I pulled out of his grasp.

"I'm fine" I huffed, fixing my hair and dusting myself off.

"You broke my nose you bitch!" Wendt said trying to stop the blood from his nose. "Hey watch your mouth before I break your legs you dick" matt said being overprotective of me like always.

"Matt I got this...." I grabbed Wendt by his collar "If you say anything else making fun of me, I swear to God that I will leave you worse than you already are. I will keep punching you until you die, GOT IT ...."He nodded and I let go of him.

"And that goes for everyone else" I pointed to each of them. "Is that understood" they all nodded. I grabbed my bag and slammed the garage door leading into the house. I ran up to my room and locked it behind me.

I can't believe that he knows I like him. I let my emotions get the best of me and I just cried into my pillow. Life sucks hard for me right now.

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