LOVE ME (Synyster Gates and Zacky Vengeance Fanfiction)

Chapter ten

Chapter ten

It's now Friday. Zack and I have been getting to know each other very well. He brings out the best in me. He makes me laugh with his cuteness. He gets really jealous like on Wednesday. Some guy in one of his classes hit on me thinking that I was just his friend. Zack flipped on him. He was like "Hey that's my girlfriend. Back off fucker" and almost got into a fight. Luckily I was able to stop it. I love how protective he is of me. When he said that I was his girlfriend I didn't stop smiling like and idiot.

" what are you thinking about" Zack said in my ear sitting next to me. " what oh nothing just us" he looked at me with a confused expression. " it's nothing bad right?" He said. I shook my head. " no nothing bad. I was just thinking about what happened on Wednesday" I said.

" oh " he said all embarrassed. He hit his head with his palm. " sorry that I got really jealous. It just infuriated me when he was hitting on you. " he said the last part with gritted teeth. " I only have eyes for you" he smirked. " oh really " he said in a sexy tone. " yes only for you." I reassured him. He kissed me. " I love that and I only have eyes for you too" he smiled warmly. " you better" I pointed a finger at him and all he did was laugh.

" don't you just love nature?" He asked looking at all the big trees in the park. " yeah it's beautiful " I said. " not as beautiful as you" I nudged him playfully. " I'm the luckiest guy in the world to have you as a girlfriend" he put an arm around me. I was speechless for no guy has every said that to me before. I pulled pieces of grass from the soil and let the wind carry them away.

" oh I almost forgot. What time is that party?" I asked. It almost slipped from my mind. He asked me on Monday and I think it's today. Is it today? Yeah he said Friday so it must be today then. " oh it's starts at 9pm but we'll get there around 11pm " he said. " ok " I can see why he said 11 pm because who shows up to a party on time. No one does.

" I pick you up later ok " he said leaving me in front of my house. I enjoy our walks home. We hold hands and he makes me laugh nonstop with his stories. Everything seems so perfect. I really like him but something in my mind won't let me enjoy every second I spend with him. It's not Brian. Brian is history. It's something else and I curious to know what.

I walk into my house after seeing Zack make his way out of sight.

"Sam what do I have to do to make it up to you" Matt said rushing to me all sloppily as I made my way into the kitchen. " are you drunk" I said smelling him instantly. " yes because I feel guiltily for not believing you." He dropped to his knees and hugged my legs. " Matt get off" I said. " please forgive Sammy " he begged. My heart was beating again for him. " I forgive you" I said tears falling from my eyes.

" you do?" He looked up at me. I helped him up. " on one condition" he looked a little happier. "Anything" he said immediately. " you believe me no matter what. Matt you're my brother and I know how it hurts losing a sibling. Ignoring you was difficult. You don't know how many times I wished to have you comforting me" I said. " I promise to believe you no matter what and to be for there for you whether you need me or not. I love you" he hugged me.

Yay, I have my brother back but his alcohol scent Im not so happy about. " hey let's get you sober up ok. I don't like it. " we laughed making it to his bedroom bathroom. " my little sister " he squeezed me tightly. " ok Matt. Wait here." He leaned against the wall. I looked for pajama's bottoms, boxers , a white tee and a towel. " here " I placed everything next the sink. I turned on the water to just the right temperature. " shower and then put this clothes I left there. " I pointed at the clothes. " ok thanks." He said. I walked out closing the door behind me.

I looked around his room at pics of him and his friends. There is one of him with his basket ball team and another one with his best friends. He seems to be laughing with Brian like a maniac in another one and then there is one where he has Zack in a headlock. I smiled at the one with Zack. The one with Brian gave the feeling to almost throw up. I laid on his bed and looked at a picture frame I never noticed before. He was holding me. I smiled warmly at it. " you were so little and now you're all grown up well kinda" he said drying his hair with his towel.

" I'm glad you're not mad at me anymore." He sat next to me. " me too " I put the frame back in its place. " you should totally go to this party I got invited to. Zack is going." He said. " I am. Zack invited me to go with him. You better not drink you're still a little tipsy" I said. " I won't. " ok then. I got my eyes on you" I said walking out of his room.

My life seems to get better. Zack and I are doing great. I made up with Matt. I have a lot of time to kill. I already know what I'm going to wear. Tonight is going to be awesome.

~ hours later~

Zack and I are holding hands walking to whoever's party it is. The music is playing loud. Zack and I make our way through other people. " wanna dance " Zack yelled over the music. I nodded.

We started dancing to the song playing. I began to grind with him. He held me close to his body. My body fit perfectly with his. I swayed my hips in a sexy manner.

After dancing to a couple of songs, we decided to get drinks. Nonalcoholic of course. I don't have to worry about carrying him home drunk and him getting in trouble with his mom. You can have a great time sober. " have a great time Sam " I nodded taking a sit of soda. " you? " I asked. He nodded. " I have to go to the bathroom be right back. " he nodded.

I went to go search for the bathroom. It's gonna be hard with all these people. I went up the stairs, which seemed to have no one.

I found one. No ones up here. I did my business and washed my hands. I took a look in the mirror. Pretty.

I went back to where I left Zack. Wtf is he doing. My heart stopped. He is kissing another gir and she was touching his delicates. Tears formed. No! I yelled in my head. I ran back up the stairs. I went into a room and closed the door. I let my tears fall free.

" how could he do that" I paced back and forth. " why would he do that when he has me." I threw a pillow across the room.

" woah " Brian stumbled in. " what you want want" he looked at me with a blank expression and I wiped the tears from my eyes. " this isn't the bathroom. " he said. " no it isn't " I said fiercely. " ok. Have you been crying." He closed the door behind him. " No! Now get out. " I said.

" I know what I did was wrong. I'm truly sorry. I want us to be friends or even just associates but not enemies. " he said. I don't know whether to believe him or not. I'm not religious but Jesus said to love your enemies. I guess I can give him a third chance. " fine we can be friends" I said. " great! Cause I was feeling bad about what I did. I guess I have been always physically attracted to you. I won't try anything else. " He scratched his head.

"Ok so if Zack is downstairs, why are you up here all alone. Why were you crying?" I sighed at all of his questions and took a seat on the bed. " what did I say wrong?" He sat next to me. " I saw Zack kissing another girl" he shook. " why would he do that if he has you. Any guy would be lucky to have you" he said. He hugged me. " sorry" he let go of me. " no I could really use a hug right now " he smiled warmly and hugged me once again. " it's ok" he rubbed my back gently.

" look at me. If Zack can't appreciate you then some other guy in the world will " he said all sweetly. " I guess you're right but I like Zack " I said. " I know but ......." He kissed me. Not forcefully just a regular surprise kiss. I wanted to pull away but I wasn't being forced. He broke it. " sorry I couldn't help it." He said letting me go. " I have to go." He said about to open the door. "No stay with me." He turned to face me. " what?" I walked towards him and kissed him as hard as I could. I just want to know how it would feel to kiss his lips not forcefully. " wow " he said as we split. " so that's what it feels like to kiss you. " I said.

" what about Zack?" He asked. " I think it's best if we all just remain friends. You ,Zack and me.just friends. " he nodded in agreement. " we have all done wrong to each other. Right now I just need some time away from all of you. This kiss that just happened stays between us. " he nodded. He crossed his heart.

Zack did me wrong. Brian did me wrong. I did both of them wrong. Maybe some time away for them could set my head straight.

I have mixed feelings of both of them. Zack said he would never hurt me and Brian seemed to change. They both have me going insane. Well if they want me. They will have to fight to the death then.