Chapter eleven
" what about Zack?" He asked. " I think it's best if we all just remain friends. You ,Zack and me. Just friends. " he nodded in agreement.
" we have all done wrong to each other. Right now I just need some time away from all of you. This kiss that just happened stays between us. " he nodded. He crossed his heart.
" bye Brian. I'm going home." I said making my way out the room. " I'll walk you home" he said. " it's very late an-" I cut him off. " yeah you can walk me home. " I said leading the way and he followed behind me.
We made our way to the door to leave the party. We walked past people dancing dirty , others kissing and others talking. We finally made it out.
" so" Brian dragged the word as we walked along . " so what" I said harshly but I didn't mean for it to come out like that.
" so how long have you like me" he said making me feel awkward.
" sorry " he said immediately. " it's ok. I have liked you since I don't know forever. I guess " I laughed a little.
" oh, well I always thought you were cute but I never really told you anything because of your brother. When I found out you like me because of stupid ass Wendt, I sort of went crazy. I wanted you to be mine and only mine but I knew my stupid reputation would ruin the opportunity for me. When I saw you all alone at your locker I just wanted you so bad. I'm sorry once again I truly am " he said kinda sweetly.
" it's fine..... you liked me too" I said and he nodded. " who would of thought?" I laughed.
" I loved when you always come to watch us rehearse" I smiled up at him. God he is so sweet and I can help it anymore. You really screwed me over tonight Zack.
" kiss me " I said and he looked at me confused. We stopped walking. I kissed him passionately. He tried to break it but I didn't let him. He gave in. Our lips moved in sync. Our tongues fought for dominance. He picked me up so that my legs were wrapped around his waist. He grabbed my butt. I didn't mind one bit. I was getting turned on.
" I want you Brian " I said between short breaths. " really " he said still kissing me. He put me back down. " wait what about Zack?" He said stopping. " what about him?" I said with apathy not caring for Zack one bit.
" what do mean what about him?" Brian said. He continued " isn't he your boyfriend still?" .
" not anymore" I said. " but I can't do this to him. The kiss we shared never happened. I'm not doing anything until you break up with him properly and then date me." He said all confident.
" fine then nothing will ever happen. I'm going home see ya. " I walked away. I finally throw myself at him and he doesn't want me. He said he can't help himself around me. What the hell is his problem?
I can hear him yell my name but I just carried on. Thinking about what I just did. Wow I'm a slut but still a fucking virgin. I have serious problems. Maybe I should get a boyfriend that isn't a friend of my brother. Some one who has to get to know me through dates not knowing me forever. When I get home, the first thing I do is check on my brother. Looks like he didn't go. Well good for him. He drank too much anyway. The only bright side was that I made up with him.
I walked in my room and didn't even bother taking off my clothes. I just passed out on my bed. Too much drama for one night.
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