𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 | 18+

thirty seven

SARA POV

That day Blaise and I left Malfoy Manor we headed back to my place, I wanted to be with my own family I needed peace and comfort after seeing and hearing what I heard.

Once we got to my house, my mum was standing at the window waiting anxiously for my return it wasn't long before she was running out the door grabbing me and holding me tightly.

"Sara my sweet girl, I'm so happy to see you're alive and well I was so scared incase it was the minister coming to tell me bad news" she cried as she held me tighter

"I'm ok mum" I whispered

I was lying to her, I was far from ok I was dangerously fragile and numb.

"Blaise, I'm so happy you're ok have you told your mum and dad?" My mum asked

"Yeah I'm going to head home later on I just want to make sure Sara is ok" he smiled as he put his arms around us both

Later on that night Blaise had went back home to his family, I missed him terribly but I was feeling slightly better being at home alone with my mum. Finding peace in the garden watching the birds flying high in the sky it was somehow peaceful but daunting as everything that happened to Luce had came back to me.

"Here you go darling" my mum said handing me a large glass of wine

"Thanks mum" I smiled faintly

"You mind if I sit beside you?" She asked

"Of course not" I said moving up on the wooden bench

Drinking our wine we never said much my mum knew that I would talk when I was ready.

"If you would like I can get you help to deal with the trauma you have just went through darling?" She said keeping her eyes on the view ahead

"I don't think that's necessary mum, I'm ok it's Luce I'm more worried about"

"I heard about her parents.. that poor girl"

"That's not just all mum" I interrupted her sharply "she's pregnant, Draco is dead and she doesn't have anybody apart from us and Narcissa" I said coldly

"I didn't know, I'm sorry" my mum whispered

"You know something, I think this is all bullshit, you pretending to be happy that I'm ok you don't give a shit about me or my friends"

My mum never said a word, she made her way back into the kitchen and slammed the door behind her. Sighing heavily as I looked into my glass I poured the rest of the wine on the ground, watching every bit on wine fall from the glass and splash on the concrete slab. I made my way back in the house leaving the empty wine glass in the sink then dragging my ass up to my bedroom.

The last time I was in this room everything was perfect, we were all happy and to think we have lost Draco broke me.. then everything had came back all the emotions I have blocked came to me like a shotgun to the chest. Falling to the ground I began to roar into the black wooden floor, short while after my mums heels were running towards my door as she burst it open she grabbed me holding me close to her stroking my hair.

"I'm so sorry mum but I can't do this anymore" I screamed

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A couple of days had passed since I came back home, I never left my bedroom I just wanted to sleep and wish it was all a nightmare my mum was always in and out lying in bed with me just letting me know she was there, I never heard from anyone not even Belle.. Luce I can understand but I knew we all needed time. I ran myself another hot bath still trying to wash away the damage of the war from me but 8 baths later it didn't feel like it was helping much.