The story [F.W.]

Chapter Four

All of high school was pretty much a roller coaster for mine and y/n's relationship. Lots up ups and downs, lefts and rights, and definitely lots of bumps on the way. But we made it work.

It was 6:13 pm on a rainy Saturday evening. My day was going perfectly fine until I heard a knock on my door, what the fuck? I thought, who's at my door in the pouring fucking rain?
When I opened the door I was faced with a soaking wet y/n. Was she... crying?
"Y/n! Oh my god are you okay? I- come in let's get you dried off."
She didn't say anything, she just nodded her head with a mix of rain drops and tears flowing down her face.
After I gave y/n a towel I took her to the kitchen table, pulling out two chairs and sitting in one of them. Y/n sits in the other chair and tucks her now partly dried hair behind her ear.
"What happened y/n?" I asked.
"H-he cheated on me!" She tells me in between sobs.
"Dylan?"
"Y-yeah!"
"Y/n I'm so sorry."
"I was so stupid. How could I actually think that a guy like him would fall for a girl like me? It was all way too good to be true, I totally should've seen this coming!" She cries.
"Y/n don't say that, I'm sure every guy in this world has plenty of reasons to fall in love with you, you're pretty, you have an amazing sense of humor, you've got great fashion sense, you have perfect straight white teeth, and did I mention how beautiful you are y/n? Because you are absolutely stunning,like you are one of the most gorgeous girls I think I've ever met in my entire life." I tell her with a smile.
"You really think that?"
"I really do y/n."
"Wow, uhm... thank you."
"Of course. What do you say we watch a movie?"
"I'd like that." she says smiling, "thank you so much Finn."
"Anything for you y/n, I love you."
"I love you too."

As we're watching the movie I can't stop thinking about everything that's happening right now.
It's hard, you know? Being in love with your best friend. On the outside, I'm really upset for y/n. But on the inside, I'm jumping up and down, screaming. It's taking everything inside me to not jump up and run around the house like a moron. I guess Dylan was the one thing in my way, and now he's gone. No matter how much I want to deny it, I'm in love with my best friend, and it kinda sucks. But ever since I've felt this way for her, I've began to notice all the little things, like how when she's pissed off she uses her hands a lot when she talks, or how whenever she's standing her arms are either crossed or her hands are on her hips, how no matter what she always wears two hair ties on her wrist; one for if she needs one and the other if someone else needs one, she always has snacks or candy in her bag wherever she goes, she's very impulsive, when she's really excited about something she jumps around for a second or swings her arms around, every day she smells like strong crisp apple, she always knows exactly what to say in an argument, she reacts well to pain, the list goes on forever.

After the movie is over I look over and see y/n sleeping peacefully with her head on my shoulder. I turn off the television and carefully place my head on hers and shut my eyes, allowing myself to drift away in thought.
I love this girl so much, I really do. She's my everything. I love her so much it's painful. I do plan on telling her someday, I just don't know when. I feel like I'll know when the time is right. I think that I-...
And then I fell asleep. Semi-cuddling with y/n. Lucky me

I remember when y/n went home that day, I immediately ran upstairs and jumped around my room like a maniac. One of the best days of my life...