❗This chapter is gonna be quite sad and talks about death.❗
I finally finished writing. Payton had left a few hours ago. Everyone went out for lunch about an hour ago but I wanted to stay so they went without me. I used this time to write some letters. One to Jaden. One to Josh. One to Mads. One to Nessa. One to the boys. And one to Payton.
I'd miss these people. But it was for the best.
One I'd finished, I ran downstairs to get my tablets from the cupboard.
I'd need these later.
I ran upstairs. They were back. I hid everything under Jadens pillow and pretended to be sleeping. I hadn't slept well so they would think I was just having a quick nap.
Jaden walked into his room. I could hear his voice whispering to someone outside the door. "She's sleeping."
He walked over to the bed and kissed me on the head. "Night beautiful."
I immediately thought of what I would be doing to him. To all of them. I brushed the thought away and kept my eyes closed as he walked out shutting the door quietly behind him.
I lay in bed for hours waiting for everyone to go to sleep. I really hoped Jaden would sleep downstairs on the couch tonight otherwise it wouldn't work.
Fortunately he did and I heard everyone walking one by one upstairs and saying goodnight to each other.
I looked at the time. 00:37. Another hour and I would be another person on the way to heaven or hell. My body laying on the bathroom floor. An empty bottle of pills next to my stray hand.
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Everything was silent. No snoring. no talking. No wind. No rain. No laughing. No crying.
Everyone was asleep. Except for me of course.
I grabbed the letters laying them all out on the bed.
I grabbed the container of pills and walked slowly to the bathroom. No creaking of floorboards. Nothing.
I got a glass of water and put pill after pill after pill into my mouth until they were gone. I felt strange. I sat down on the floor leaning my back against the wall. Closing my eyes I thought to myself. This is it. This is the end. This is the end of everlasting pain soaring through my body as I breathe. But soon i won't be breathing. Soon all my pain will leave.
And just then I realised this is the end of my life. And I can't do anything about it anymore. Because what's done is done. And I can't change that.
I close my eyes. My last breath leaving my body.
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I'm sorry. There is one more chapter after this. This will be their letters.
Thanks for reading
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FanfictionWhat would you do if you had lost a house you bought and the money with it? Lessa her twin brother Payton and her other siblings move to LA to get away from the house where them and their parents grew up. Their parents had died and the house brough...
