I've been on my period for the last few days.
I get extremely over-emotional and way to fucking sensitive. I've been dealing with some stuff lately so i'm just a train wreck...
My bf said that on the 18th of Feb (that was the date when it happened) we could talk all day. The last time he was on was 8:58am on that day.
Its currently 2:20pm on the 20th of Feb, he never leaves me without replying so i'm worried somethings happened to him.
Everyone knows that he loves me so he would never leave without telling me unless somethings happened.Even if something had happened, he'd still talk to me someway so now i'm scared he's dead-
I cant live without him, he's my daily source of happiness and i've even had to leave Discord for a bit because it reminds me too much of him and i don't wanna think about a world with him gone.
He was the first boyfriend i had that actually loved me and didn't care that i was hideous and ugly.
So my stress, worry, sadness, the fact i'm a 13 year old girl, the fact that i'm a Cancer, the fact i'm on my period and the fact i bottle all my feelings up otherwise people will call me weak for crying and tell me i'm being over dramatic when they ask whats going on in my life and i tell them- all of which make me overly emotional and sensitive just makes me snap, saying a bunch of things i don't mean.
Please don't hate me or be mad at me or wish you never met me like i know you do. That's all i'm asking, if i have to leave you alone forever for you to do that, i will.
I don't like how everyone hates me!
