Hard for

Chapter 14

"So did you fuck her?" Kelce laughed

"Who ?" Rafe asked

"That girl Amelia." He replied

Rafe didn't answer

"Did you fuck her?" Kelce asked again but in a more serious tone "Because if you didn't I'll gladly do it."

Rafe got of his chair and choked him

"Shut the fuck up Kelce and don't touch her." Rafe snapped

He let go of him

"Damn does this chick got a golden pussy or some shit?" Kelce laughed

Rafe rolled his eyes. He didn't answer.

"Whatever." Kelce added while rolling himself a joint

"I'm gonna go." Rafe said while taking his things

"Sure bro. You sure you don't want some?" Kelce asked Rafe shaking the joint

Rafe hesitated. "It's just weed." He thought.

"Alright maybe a little bit." Rafe chuckled

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Amelia's POV

I woke up feeling a lot better. It felt good to have that talk with Rafe. I feel like it was long overdue. We kind of have the same issues (assholes that we call dad). Maybe there's a chance for me and him to be friends. Maybe I'm pushing my luck but we never know.

I got out of bed silently. It was practically dark outside. Did I really sleep all day? Fuck. I had my whole day planned.

I went downstairs because I was hungry as shit. When I saw Rafe with Kelce. High.

"There's your girl." Kelce said while smiling so hard

Rafe looked at me. His eyes were a bright red. He was clearly not just smoking weed.

"Seriously." I said looking straight at him

"I mean." Rafe smirked and laughed "You want some?"

"No thanks I'll pass." I said firmly "Can I talk to you?"

"Yes." He replied with no emotion

He didn't move.

"I mean alone." I hinted at him

"Ohh." He replied still not getting up

"Jesus fucking christ." I said taking him by the arm

"Ouch you are hurting me lady." He said smiling like an idiot

I rolled my eyes and pulled him to his room. I closed the door.

"What do you think you're doing?" I asked him seriously

"Nothing!" Rafe said trying to look innocent

"You told me you were going to stop doing drugs." I claimed

"Calm down Amelia it's just weed." He said this in the most condescending tone ever

"Just weed!?!?" I scoffed

"I think that's what I said." He laughed

I pushed him on the bed. He needs to stop acting like this. He sat.

"Stop looking at me like you can change me." He said coldly  "I already tried to change and as you can see, I didn't succeed okay! I fucking tried. No one fucking cares anyway! Why should I do this?! I'm already fucked! I have nothing in life. I'm broke, my dad hates me, you hate me and—

"I don't hate you Rafe." I replied cutting him

It's true, I didn't hate him. We have known each other since we were kids. I know his issues.

I sat down next to him. I ran my fingers on his back in a circle motion. He looked at me. He had tears in his eyes. I could tell he'd been wanting to say this for a long time.

"Yeah right." He scoffed

"I'll admit your not always the best person but I don't blame you. I know you don't have it easy." I said softly "But that doesn't mean you should keep self sabotaging yourself. You need to make better decisions like for one stop dealing drugs."

Rafe let out a sigh.

"You clearly don't understand do you?  I owe Barry a shitload of money. I don't have it okay and will never have it. I need to keep selling until I pay my debt or else..." He said not finishing his last phrase

"Or else what?" I said giving him a confused look

"Or else he's going to come after you." He mumbled

Why did he want to come after me?

"It's okay Rafe, I can protect myself." I said calmly

I'm not sure exactly what he wants to do with me but I'm sure I can handle it.

"No you fucking can't Amelia, he's dangerous!" Rafe shouted at me

"Then we need to find fucking money!" I shouted back at him "Did you ask your dad?"

He looked at me with helpless eyes. I don't know why I asked because I already knew the answer.

I gave him a slight nod.

"How much do you owe him already?" I asked squinting my eyes scared of what he might say

"300000" he whispered

"What did you say?" I asked him again

"30000$" he whispered again

"WHAT!" I shouted with surprise

I got up and started walking around the room.

"Okay, okay. 30000$ that's not so bad. We can deal with this." I said trying to convince myself more than him

"Amelia stop fucking trying to convince yourself that 30 000$ is not a lot."

"How do you owe him 30000$ exactly?" I blurted

"Because at one point, I kept the drugs that Barry gave me to sell. I used them. I did that for a while until Barry noticed. He counted everything that I owed him. He kept tabs." He said fastly

"Jesus fucking Christ Rafe you could get killed." I sighed

"Why do you fucking care?" He asked me

I didn't answer. Honestly, I didn't know why I cared.