Kimi no Shiawase wo Negatteita 3 (I Wish You Happiness 3)

Part 22

Warning: slight NSFW

We hugged each other in the brightly lit bedroom, so engrossed in each other that the idea of closing the curtains never occurred to us. I was only able to help by taking off my own clothes, and Ren did the rest. I didn't expect to do this today, so I left my neck protector's key at home. I'm wearing a strange outfit: naked and only my protector. I guess it helps that it's ivory, which doesn't stand out. Black or red would have reminded me of that kind of play.

I looked up at Ren, who had been undressed a step ahead of me and was working on his own clothes, rubbing my legs together and hiding the tips of my pointed breasts. It was embarrassing, having just had my clothes taken off and not even being touched yet. I could tell Ren was looking at that area in particular, so I couldn't help but hide it, but the gesture was also embarrassing, like a woman.

Ren unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt and then pulled the rest of the buttons off in a frustrated manner, causing some of the buttons on his good quality shirt to pop off and fall to the wooden floor. The skin from his chest to his shoulders was exposed at once, glowing divinely in the light coming through the window.

The only skin I had ever seen on Ren was from the neck up and beyond the wrists. Even in my imagination, Ren had never taken off his clothes, but now, they were unsparingly exposed in front of me. I was moved as if I had caught a glimpse of a hidden secret. I ran my fingers along the muscle lines from the wrist upwards, and found that the elastic skin was moist and damp with sweat.

Roughly unbuckling my belt and kicking off my slacks, Ren grabbed my wrists, which were hiding my chest, and sewed them to the sheets, then licked his tongue with a wild look in his eyes. In spite of his sharp gaze as if he was hunting down his prey, the hand that touched me was infinitely gentle. I opened my legs and welcomed him onto my body as he urged me, and was delighted by the weight of Ren.

"Are you afraid?"

When we lay on top of each other, Ren sensed my trembling and the light of lust in my eyes faded slightly. "I can't stop," he said, but I am sure if I say that I'm scared here, I'm sure that he will stop.

"I'm scared. I've been scared ever since I met Ren."

But my "scary" is a little different from Ren's meaning. I'm not afraid of pain and suffering, I'm afraid of the unknown.

I can't control my feelings, even though they are my own. I can't control my feelings, and I can't control my body, but when I think about Ren, I get hot. At first, I was afraid of holding hands and kissing him.

"But it's Ren."

The first time you experience something, it's more or less unknown and scary.

"I believe in you, so don't worry."

Ren leaned over and let out a sigh around my neck. His breath tickled my neck.

"It is a serious responsibility. If you are trusted, you can't go crazy."

It's not like you're going to be crazy from the start. I'm gradually understanding Ren.

"For the time being, things are back to normal."

"What?"

"Before..."

"Oh, ......."

No, because, you know, I can't help it, I'm not used to it. I wish you hadn't done that.

"Ticklish......!"

"Well, what about here?"

"I think I'm okay there."