why do I even love him ( michael afton hanahaki au)

chapter 4: her

Monday 27 march 1982 , afton household

michael pov

I groaned as my alarm clock went off..I slammed my hand on top of it to make it shut up..I slowly got out of my bed..I was tired.. I dressed and made myself ready..I was putting my time in my looks..I didn't even realize how late it was.. " fuck! I'm late! " I yelled as I ran downstairs I gave lizzy and Evan a hug and said bye to father and ran out..I wasn't late for school..It's just that normally my friends and I come 10 minutes earlier so we can plan what we are going to do that day..

I arrived at school after running for 10 minutes..There were a lot of people already..I got inside the gate ..I froze in place at the sight in front of me..My friends were standing on our usual spot , smiling and laughing..But instead of me there was a girl..and not some girl..It was Rebecca ..She is in my math class..She never shuts up about how much her parents love her..Why is she with my friends? ..And why are Mark his hands on her hips..I don't like this.. I stared at it..I looked at Mark..I blushed sightly..my eyes widened as he kissed her..I felt tears fill my eyes..And my throat started to burn.. I ran inside the school building and towards the restroom.. I locked myself in a stall and started coughing violently above the toilet..

I started crying and sobbing.. I felt my mouth fill with the petals and blood..I coughed it out.. The flower fell in to the toilet..but the blood kept running out of my mouth.. I started vomiting pure blood.. I was gasping for breath as the toilet water turned red..I was sobbing.. everything started to get blurry..I felt the blood become less as a little bit ran down my chin.. I fell back against the wall and passed out..

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I slowly opened my eyes and coughed slightly.. I was still on the floor in the bathroom stall..I groaned as I sat up..I was horrified by the sign in front of me.. The toilet was covered in dry blood..There was even blood on the floor..But it was dried..So I can't clean it up without water..I flushed the blood and petals down the toilet..I realized my shirt was covered in blood.. I was lucky I had a second shirt in my backpack.. I changed my shirt and put the bloody shirt in my backpack ..I unlocked the stall and went to wash the blood of my hands.. I hoped no one would walk in.. I mean how do I explain this?..I washed the blood of my mouth and chin..

I walked to class only to realize that 5 hours have passed..There was only 2 hours of school left..I'm in big trouble..I got inside the class the teacher got mad at me..and I have this class without my any of my friends so I was lonely..I saw Rebecca looking at me she gave me a smile..The problem was she sat at the desk next to mine..I raised my eye brow at her..I definitely didn't like her.. " hello your name is mike right? " she whispered to me.. I sighed.. " yeah that's me." I whispered back.. she smiled.. " well it's nice to meet you..Mark is your friend right?.. I'm his girlfriend.." I took a breath.. she is his girlfriend?..I was so hurt.. "since when?" I didn't sound happy at all.. I sounded mad.. she gave me a disgusted look.. " since yesterday? Why do you sound so mad.. mark didn't tell me you are an asshole.." she scoffed.. I rolled my eyes.. " bitch.." I mumbled.. she gasped..Fuck she heard that.. The rest of class she didn't say a word to me..

The next class I had together with Simon.. I entered the class and sat down besides him.." holy shit mike I thought you were dead.." he joked .. I rolled my eyes.. " I overslept.." Me and Simon messed around .. We talked during class until he started talking about Mark and his new girlfriend.. he explained how amazing she was .. and how she definitely fits our friend group.. i was quiet I didn't say a word..