why do I even love him ( michael afton hanahaki au)

chapter 11:please answer me!

Friday 7 may 1982 , some house in the neighborhood

mark pov:

It been days..I've tried to talk to Mike..But I can't find him anywhere..The event that happened on Monday got me thinking..It also makes me worried..what if mike died?..and that's the reason why I can't find him..I hope not..Ever since mike confessed his feelings I can't stop thinking about it..It all makes sense why he doesn't like Rebecca..I also realize how rude Rebecca is when mentioning mike..Sometimes I think she deserves the broken nose..For the past few days I've been questioning my feelings for her..I'm starting to take notice on her behavior..She has one main goal..replacing Michael..I know now..and I won't let that happen..I miss our leader..My  best friend..and now that he is sick..I wanna spend some time with him..now that I still have the chance to..After a good ten minutes of thinking I get out of bed and start to get ready for school..I had only one thing on my mind..will mike come to school today?..If he doesn't I'll go to his house after school..I need to see him..

I arrived at school..I saw Rebecca standing by her friends..they were laughing about something..Or someone..I got closer but made sure she didn't see me.." finally that slut is gone..honestly I hope he is dead..okay I broke his glasses..but my nose is worth way more then his sight.." Rebecca said..this made something snap inside me.. I got to her.." so that's what you think about my friends.." She looked at me.." baby it isn't what it seems like-" I cut her of.." I know what I heard..we're over bitch.."I flipped her off and walked away..I could hear her start crying..she followed me , begging for a second chance..but honestly I was done with her..I finally realized how manipulative she is..she took away the thing that means the most to me in the world..my friend group..I was going to fix that..I pushed her away and went to search for Fredrick..

I found him in the back of the school..some girl trying to seduce him while he tries to get her of him..Nothing unusual..I laughed and went towards him..I pulled the girl back and glared at her.." back of bitch this is a meeting.." she looked scared at me and ran off..I looked at Fredrick..he stared at me.." didn't speak to you in awhile.." I rolled my eyes.." I know..and I'm sorry..I realized Rebecca is manipulative.."He let out a laugh.." finally took you long enough..I realized it after a few days..anyway did you hear anything from the leader?.." I shook my head.. " I haven't seen or heard from him since Monday..I wanna go to his house after school..I'm not sure if mr. Afton is going to let me in the house though.." He nodded.." well then we do it like the old days..through the window..let's find Simon.." He said..I agreed..We walked around the school..We couldn't find him anywhere..

finally after school I saw him going home..where did he even come from..did he avoid us?..I ran to him and stopped him..." you stay here..we're going to mike his house if you want it or not.." Simon looked at me surprised.." stop right there mate ..don't you have a girlfriend to be with.." He said annoyed at the mention of Rebecca.." I dumped her.." I said casually.. He looked at me in shock.." what?! since when?" He was so confused.." this morning.." I started walking Fredrick following.." wait! you can't go to mike..he's uh- he's sick.." I turned to him.." I know..That's why we're going.. oh and his dad can not see me..I'm dead if he does.." Fredrick looked at me.." are you scared of him?" he laughed at me..I shook my head.." no he just really hates me.." We talked while making our way towards the afton household..

We arrived at his house..mike had teach us how to sneak in..and we did exactly that..so the trick is to go through Elizabeth her window..which is next to a tree..since mike his room is in the attic it's impossible to get there through his window..We got inside..I was inside the room as first ..two pare of green eyes were staring into my soul..I laughed nervously.." uh-hey little one..we just wanna see your brother..so please don't tell your dad.." the others entered the room after me..she looked at us..we all stood there in silence.." alright..I'll distract daddy so you can go to bubba's room.."She said..we all thanked her..she ran out of her room..we watched her go downstairs and yell for her dad..we all ran through the hallway to the attic stairs..Simon pushed me on the side.." wait..let me go first..please it's the best for mike.." I wasn't happy with that..I want to see him first..wrap my arms around him and ki-..wait what am I thinking..Simon is right..I can't touch him because flowers will grow on him..so I agreed and let Simon enter the room first..we were all surprised the door was unlocked..

Simon opened the door and went inside slowly..he froze in the middle of the doorway..I pushed Simon aside..I looked at the terrifying side in front of me.. Mike was laying on the ground..covered in flowers and blood..his eyes were a little open..but they didn't move..his chin was covered in scars and blood..I slowly started walking towards him..his chest was moving slowly..He was still breathing..but it was visible that it was really difficult for him..I sat down beside him..I felt tears run down my cheeks..Simon started crying in the background..

I touched mike his face..but this time no flower came..I was confused..but that didn't matter right now.." mike can you hear me?.." my voice broke midway the sentence..I put my arm behind his back and made him lean against me..I felt his pulse..his heartbeat was really weak..I started crying.." mike please..answer me.." I begged..I hugged him close..

The pain I was feeling was unbearable..it hurt me so much to see my best friend like this..where did I go wrong..I looked at mike his face..all I can see is sadness and pain..this is not the mike I know..the Michael I know laughs..he jokes around and causes chaos.. he cares for us..keeps us safe..I didn't see that mike in weeks..where did my mike go?.. I looked at his face details..his eyes..they used to be so beautiful..they shined in the sun..but now..they look dead..his skin looks pale..not the beautiful tanned skin I used to know..his face still covered in freckles..he hates them..I never said it but I love them..it looks cute on him..my eyes went to his lips..they were covered in scars..I looked at him closely..I felt my cheeks heat up..what am I feeling?..

his eyes slowly started falling shut.." mike?.." I felt his pulse.." no..nonononono"there was as good as no heartbeat..I started sobbing.." no please....don't fucking leave me!.."I felt like me whole world broke down..I can't even imagine my life without him..my mind was a mess..I couldn't think anymore..without thinking I pulled his face close to me and kissed him..it was a gentle kiss..it just hurts that he didn't kiss back..he didn't move..I held him close as I sobbed into his shirt..I lost the person I love the most..

Why didn't I admit my feelings sooner..

creators note:

it's not the end yet..

it's the Afton family..they don't die that easily..

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