I dreamt of Heaven (Rants Collection)

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What living in my head feels like?

I'm tired of pretending to be happy. it's not easy to keep a smile on my face. It's the easiest to say "i'm fine" to every "how are you?".It's exhausting to live a double life. I do smile on the outside but every atom in my body screams otherwise. Every time someone let me down and every time, i let myself down. I feel like i have been strong, for far too long. i know, i can't always be my own superhero.

\~Someone who's more than a smiling face