Save Me.

Chapter 14

I love my 5 babes (Harry+Niall) especially

The next morning Blake was slightly more happier. Her mom knew she hurt herself and she got Tadam back, bitter sweet. Blake took a quick shower and threw on some clothes. Then she remembered her mom told her to text Tadam's family to invite them to her mom's birthday party.

hey Tadam, I wanted to ask you if you would wanna come over in a few days my mom's birthday is coming up. She waited a while for a response.

Uh sure I think I can make it. He replied she looked confused on the way he responded but quickly brushed it off. She replied with a simple ok and went downstairs. She spotted a note on the table. Blake I'll be out for a while I need to finish arrangements for the party.I'll be back in an hour or two. Blake was happy that Tadam and her could have lunch together now, she still wanted to take things slowly as well.

She dialed his number and let it ring before he answered. "Hey Blake what's up?" She thought he would call her "lovely " or something, but it's ok. "Uh I was uh wondering if we could have lunch?" She kept her voice low and neutral. "Of course I'll be there in 10 minutes. " he chuckled lightly as he sensed her nervousness. She checked her self in the mirror multiple times and her a knock on the door. Time flys she thought. She walked over to the door and opened it. Tadam is dressed in a black shirt, black pants, and red vans. Blake finds it highly attractive as She stutters a hello. He has a cheeky smile on and they both head to the car.

The drive was slightly uncomfortable from the silence. Finally getting to a diner. They were ushered to their seats by brunette. "What will you guys be getting? " She asked politely "can I have a Ham sandwich and a side of chips please? " Tadam asked he glanced over to me. "The same please. " She nodded and swiftly moved to the kitchen.

Blake wanted to try and make small talk but nothing came to mind. "So how's your mom?" He asked it's like he's reading her mind. "She's great" she's still a bit awkward about this, She did call him though. Before he could ask something else the waiter came and dropped the food and bill off. They ate in silence and it was bugging Blake. He cleared his throat and attempted to speak but didn't. So She didn't as well.

When they had finished eating they paid for the bill and left. Before Tadam started the car he looked over to Blake. "You know it's gonna be different, you know between us?,but try to relax around me ok? " She looked up then back down at her hands."i-i it's hard after what I did to you, I didn't expect you to forgive me easily, yet alone at all." She stayed quiet but enough for Tadam to hear. "I was thinking the same thing but I just can't stay away from you. I missed you, didn't you miss me?" He asked with pleading eyes."of course I did but what I did was not right-" he cut her off "didn't he kiss you? He told me it wasn't your fault, if it's anyone's fault it's mine for not showing you how much I love you and I was thinking you were getting bored with me,are you?" She speechless how could he blame all of this on him? It's not his fault.

"No Tadam your not boring and don't blame yourself for my mistakes to be honest I don't know why I let him kiss me maybe because I was a-afraid." He looked very confused at her response. "Afraid? ".She hadn't mentioned this to anyone not even her sister kiss her mom.

*flashback *
. 5years ago
"Hey honey." Her dad said "hey dad" her and her dad were very close. She could tell him anything. But one day he came back from his job and smelled like alcohol. His eyes were red and he had a lopsided grin on. "Hello honey." He slurred She remembered her mom took another shift at work. "Hi daddy why do you smell like that?" She said, it was almost her bed time and She was sleepy."well come over her on daddys lap." He slurred, She obeyed. "Go to sleep honey. " She was very confused but obeyed. She suddenly her the door open and her mom with an angry face. "GET away from her!!" She shrieked. Blake tried to get out of his grasped and he slapped her "stay put." He said through his teeth. She began crying aloud but her mom quickly grabbed her. "Did he hurt you baby?" She nodded Blake couldn't remember anything when She was sleeping but She had an idea of what he did to her.
*flashback over*

"M-my dad abused me and I -I didn't know if I pulled away he would hurt me but i- " She stopped as tears fell from her face at the once forgotten memory. "I know it still doesn't excuse my behavior. " he pulls her in a hug and kisses her forehead "I'm sorry about your father but I love you regardless OK?" She nodded because She couldn't speak. He broke the hug and started the car."you ok, lovely?" He had a nervous smile on. "Yeah I'm fine." He looked away and kept his hands on hers and drove off.

*tears* but anyway that was sad tell me how much you liked this chapter. Sorry for late and short chapters Im not that good at this.

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