Save Me.

Chapter 18

It's my birthday turn up!!!!!

. * Blake pov *

I wake up actually happy. Cause the text Tadam had sent the night before really makes me happy. Every goodnight texts he sends me always puts a smile on my face.

I purposely woke up extremely early because I have to make a birthday breakfast in bed for my mom. I glance at the clock reading 5:07am. I roll off of bed and brush my teeth. I won't take a shower yet because it's quite loud. I tip toe to my sisters room and twist the door slowly open. I pad the floor quietly and reach her bed. "G wake up." I whisper quietly. She's stirs in her sleep. I begin to nudge her awake. I groans and her eyelids flutter open.

" why are you here at 5 in the morning?" She points to her clock. "Well I wanted to make a birthday breakfast in bed thing, and I kinda need some help." Im still whispering. She sits up and rubs her eyes "I'm tired" She mumbles but gets up anyways. She walks slowly to the bathroom. I stand up and wait for her. She exits and we go down the stairs very quietly.

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"Ok now let's get out cake mix, the waffle maker , whipped cream, butter, syrup, eggs, and Bacon ,Oh yeah and some milk." Gretchen looks confused "she's gonna eat all of that?" I nod "it's not gonna be a lot when we make it it's just a lot of ingredients. " I explain to her. She gets them out while I get the containers ready.

I mix the cake mix and butter together with a little milk.I then asked G to make some eggs.I plug in the waffle maker and pour some cake mix on it and close it.." Gretchen when your finished with the eggs do some bacon as well. "
I say and She nods in response.

I soon stop the waffle maker and the waffle-cake smells good.I figure one should be good since it's pretty big. I put it on a plate and begin to decorate it.First whip cream on top the some sprinkles and syrup. I then put some Bacon and eggs to the side. I grab a cup of orange juice. I glance at the clock it's 7:02am. She's almost up at this point we walk to her room and I signal for us to sing happy birthday.

"Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you happy birthday dear mother happy birthday to you!" She wakes up with wide eyes. She rubs them as if she's in a dream. Then smiles greatly. "Oh my thank you girls so much." We walk to her bed and place the food on her lap and hug her. "When did you girls have the time to do this?" She asks as She took a bit into the waffle cake.

"Just early enough." I reply simply. Gretchen scoffed "early enough more like too early. " who woke up earlier when you would cry at night. Oh yeah mom did." I smirk a little. "Anyway thanks again girls I'll go take a shower now so we can set up the party..I'm gonna need you, Blake,.to buy some stuff at the mall." I gulp , I can't go to the mall I'm suspended for 2 months.but I can't tell her that because she'll ask why. I mentally face palm myself. "Uh Sure."

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I text Tadam if he could come pick me up so we could go to the mall together. I would have to stay in the car though.

. From: Tadam
Sure it seems as if you didn't tell your mom about a certain 'father-daugter 'talk about your behavior.

I roll my eyes nd bite back a smile even though he can't see me.

From: Blake
Well sorry dad, moms big day is today and I don't wanna ruin it.

I giggle when he sends back well at least one parent knows. Moments later a knock from the door emerges. I swiftly move to the door as my mom stops me. "Who's at the door?" She asks with her tray of food. "Tadam" I say still walking over to the door to reveal him. "Hello Anna happy birthday " Tadam says walking over to hug her. He walks over to me and hooks my waist with one arm. "Hey lovely, ready to go?" He leaned over to whisper in my ear.
I nod my head "bye mom." I hurried up so She wouldn't ask me why he had to come with me.

He parked the car and made way inside the store. I text him what he needed to buy. The car isn't that hot considering it's almost Fall. I'm not excited for Fall because that means. Loud halls, crowded halls making you late for class, teachers that always think they know everything. Most of all back stabbing 'friends'
I take a deep breath and look at my phone for the time. 9:23am. Minutes later Tadam is exiting the store with handfuls of bags.

I rush out of the car to help him. He smiles and pecks my cheek saying a quick 'thank you', a small blush creeps on my face. We set the bags in the back seats.. On the way home I talk about how the decorations. It's simple really.

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When we arrive at home my mom's friends and neighbors help with the cooking. My mom is recently getting her hair, nails, and make up done so she's out of the house. She doesn't know it's a surprise She thought it would be a get together.

Hand in hand we make our way to the door and they all shout "SURPRISE!! " I stumble back a bit but Tadam arm is protectively around my waist. Someone shouts 'false alarm' and they all get back to what they were doing. "It's nice to see you too." I mumble Tadam heard me and smiles with a rare dimple popping out. I reach up and stick my finger in it. He begins to laugh. "Your so adorable yet sassy." He had a point I'm sassy when I want to be.

Tadam and I start setting up the decorations. When we've finished that I led him to my room with some quiet. He flops on my bed and I sit at my little desk area.

"So......." I look at him and he pats a spot next to him.I move to the spot. He pulls me into a hug on instinct I move my hands to his neck. His stay on my hips.

"Do you still......cut?"

Tadam pov

I tense up on the subject but I need to ask it's been in my mind all-day. I saw her arm and it looked recut.

"Do you still........cut" I ask it's kinda out of no where but it's a good time. She tenses up but relaxes when I squeeze her waist to encourage her.

"I mean ....no but I felt the need to so I just scratched it, I won't do it again." She promised me and I pulled her on my lap so she's closer to me. She buried her face in my neck.

"I love you, ok? Don't forget that alright? I just want to make Sure your really ok."

"Ok " she whispered, "we should go down in a few my mom is gonna be hear around 10:15." I nods

"I just want to cuddle some more if that's alright?"

"Ok "

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Later me and Blake go downstairs and we all yell "surprise!" When her mother walks in the door.
Later on that day we hung out with her mom and her sister, Gretchen.

It was kind of fun as well and around 7pm Blake and me go out for dinner. It was nice when it was over I walked her to her door. I made the goodnight kiss linger and left. I texted her a song and its described perfectly.

" I'm jealous of the rain that falls upon your skin it's closer than my hands have been Oh I'm jealous of the rain.
I'm jealous of the wind that ripples through your clothes it's closer than you shadow Oh I'm jealous of the wind."
by ~Labrinth
. Song called ~Jealous

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Anyway how'd you like it or love it. I know the beginning was awfully boring but I think it got better in the end.
I think if anyone is in depression they need a 'Tadam ' so to say. Find a friend or someone. And just know I love all my readers your all beautiful even though I can't see you I can tell.

So like.star.comment.and don't stop reading.and have a wonderful day.

OH AND IT IS MY BIRTHDAY YASSSSSSS........... bye love you all.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤