Love can be a twisted thing sometimes. One day your totally pissed at someone then fate makes the worst thing happen to them. Causing you to cry and beg for their forgiveness. Now I've never been in this situation before until now.....
Blakes pov:
"Should we tell her now or....." I hear quiet whispers but don't attempt to wake up fully. "No we can wait until she is ready." The other familiar voice speaks. "But she will be heart broken anyway why wait.
I love her too much to keep this till she is ready." A voice says. The other person ponders a bit before speaking. " I understand we will tell her as soon as she wakes up. That voice sounds hoarse almost like she's been crying. To confirm my suspicion the person sniffles.
"It's OK Tadam is a strong boy he'll pull through." The voice comforts the other. As soon as I hear Tadam I am up. They both looked shocked that I'm awake.
I want to ask them what is wrong with him? But I question what I heard. Maybe I was still sleeping . I see Tadams mom and mine . I sit up and examine their faces. My mom's eyes blood shot from tears. The same but worst with Olivia, Tadams mom. Her eyes look heavy and her hair out of order.
"Why are you in my room?" I finally ask. I look over to the time before adding. "At 3:46 am?" I am beyond tired but by the looks of it its serious.
They both exchange glances before Olivia begins. "Well ..... i-i don't really w-want to tell you now but, I will." She pauses and I don't push her to start. "Last night when Tadam dropped you off I suppose.." I nod and she continues. "Yes after he dropped you he was on his way back and a dumb ass , excuse me, didn't stop properly and drove straight into Tada-" she stops and begins to sob.
" Blake he's in a coma and no one knows if he'll survive it. It was a terrible accident." My mom explained.
I just sit there. Maybe this is a dream telling me to forgive him before it's too late. I scratch my wrist and I wince at the pain. My mom sees me and grabs my hand. I don't look at her. My eyes dilate and I fear if I don't see him now I'll go crazy.
I pull my arm away from her grip and walk downstairs . It's still dark outside and cold but I don't care. I grab my mom's keys and sit in the car. I want to start the car but something warm on my cheeks interupts
me and I break down. I scream and I feel as if my chest is on fire. This hurts more than anything. He can't be in a coma I love him so much.
At this point I don't care what he's done in the past its what he's been doing to make his future better. He's been trying so hard and I took it all of it for granted.
That's it isn't it?
It's my fault. All of this. If I hadn't over rated over the note I would have driven home and we would both be ok. My mind convinces me that it is my fault. It is. It's my fault I'm stupid . I'm ugly. I'm not worth loving. I hate myself .
Interupting my thoughts is a bang on the window. "Blake open this door right now! Don't do anything stupid! It's not your fault! Please let me in!" My mom's voice muffled through the car. I open the door. She speeds over to hug me and drags me into the house.
It's warmer here. She pulls a blanket over me . "What were you planning on doing? "
She questions me. I don't respond. I'm scared I'll start crying again. "Look at me." She brings her cold hands to my face but I don't flinch. "I get why your upset but your going to have to be strong for him. Kay? "
" I can't " I choke out . She pulls me into to a hug as I begin to sob. My hands grip the back of her shirt as I cry harder. I can tell she is holding her tears in. I bask in her encouraging words it's soothing.
"You'll be ok. " "he's gonna pull through in no time."
" his love for you will wake him up. Don't worry."
All I can do is hope and pray that he'll wake up soon.
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Hello peeps sad days in the bladam world. I feel for her I really do. But loving someone is a twisted thing. But we can't help but love.
Hope you liked this chapter . It's a bit shorter but filled with a bit more details.
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