DARK BOWL CALLED 'HEART'

Can't Have You

Though my heart yearns for you
It hurts that I can't have you
Fear restrains me
Heartbreak hinders me
The pains of the heart
Are not measured by instruments
It is felt in weights like monuments
I'm scared I'll bear this pain again
If I follow my heart and yield to you
Will I be safe with you?
Can you endure with me?
When I feel effects of my traumas
And I need who can tell me "It's alright"

Or maybe it's about me
Something draws me
Away from getting closer
The barrier is getting bigger
And it is not getting better
My heart hurts, I can't explain
My heart hurts, I feel pain
Not only because of you
But because I feel...
I'm not worthy for you
I've been through shit
And I wouldn't wanna drag you in
I'm sorry I can't help it
I hope all will be set aright
And my heart gets its desire
But now, *Sighs*