You fixed my broken heart

My first day of school

I woke up early like always, I wanted to go for a run today before anything els get something to eat on my way home. I got into my running clothes again going through same route as yesterday but instead of the cafe I stopped at a bar called shortys. I walked to the bar to order my food and you will never guess who I saw

"Oh hello Waverly I didn't know you worked here" well that was stupid why would you know where she works "yeah we didn't really talk yesterday. What can I get you, no alcohol sorry" she laughed at her joke making me smile

"Yeah can I just get a fry up please" Waverly wrote it down on a piece of paper "would you like a drink" I looked at the menu for a minute they didn't have much of a range "mmm just a coffee please, two sugars" she nodded writing that last bit down and took me to my table

"Sit here and I will be right with you" she smiled as she left and for some strange reason I couldn't get my eyes off her butt, them shorts really complemented her bum. Sorry I am gay after all

It didn't take long at all about 5 minutes but when she brought my food out she set a Salad and water down sitting with me "so Nicole are you going to school today or are you older maybe I miss read your age" she questioned herself a couple of times actually "yeah today is my first day but I gotta be quick in case da.. in case I'm late" omg I just nearly let it slip out how dumb am I, really Nicole you are better then this

"Your shaking are you okay" I looked at my hand and she was right but I obviously didn't want to tell her why "yeah just a nervous shiver" for fuck sake Nicole do better next time you lie "oh don't be nervous around me I won't ever judge you" I smiled at her and my body just completely stopped like her smile just distracted my mind

We ate and talked nothing important just about are lives I obviously left out that I was being raped and I cut and my mum is dead and how I get hit by my dad most days. Okay I lied about my life

"Right I need to get going. I'll see you in school?" Waverly nodded taking are plates back into the kitchen

I left the bar happy and ran back home. When I got in the house was silent so no one was awake yet, or so I thought

I went to my room and sorted a outfit for the day taking it into the bathroom and not forgetting my towel this time. I let the hot water run down my body flinching at the pain of the new cuts on my leg, my eyes where closed and all I could see was Waverly's smile and well it kinda made me, hard. I looked down god I hated when it happened I hatted getting rid of it

I closed my eyes again trying to think of something that would get rid of it but nothing was working. That's when I felt someone's hand on me I didn't open my eyes for some strange reason I thought it was Waverly "that feel good keep doing that" I was so close and that when I finally opened my eyes to see my dad with the biggest smile on his face

I jumped back hitting my head on the back of the shower "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I felt disgusting why would I think it was Waverly she would never I mean she is straight. My brother came running in seeing me naked he hated looking at it more then I did "WHAT THE FUCK DAD" he dragged my dad out well tried to but my dad grabbed my leg seeing the cuts "what's that" he smacked me across the face leaving a mark

"Don't you mark my body like that, what do you want to kill yourself like your sister" I couldn't move how did I let this happen. I jumped out the shower and grabbed all my things locking my door as I entered

I got dressed quickly and left before I could see him again. I didn't know how to get to school so I went to shortys and saw Waverly getting ready to leave "hey can I walk with you please" Waverly looked at my face but didn't say anything she just nodded her head, I was out of breath, I can't breath. I sat on the step my body was really shaking