You fixed my broken heart

Dad

We was all sitting up the table Gus and Wynonna didn't look at ether me or Waverly I mean they did just walk in on me cuming over Waverly's well you know "you guys it's not your place to tell me what I can do with my body she won't hurt me you have to trust us" Waverly grabbed my hand placing it on the table with hers "you let her ask to marry me, you told me to say yes but we can't have sex. That's ridiculous" Wynonna shook her head looking up at me

"She isn't normal Waverly she isn't even a she for fuck sake what girl has a cock and hers it's huge bigger then anyone you have ever had" she went to continue but Waverly slammed her hand into the table "HOW DARE YOU SHE IS PERFECTLY NORMAL, WYNONNA YOUR THE BIGGEST SLAG OF THEM ALL SO HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT ABOUT HER" Wynonna looked at me with an apologetic look "I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that at all. You know that right" I nodded my head and took myself away from the table leaving the house what the fuck have you done Nicole you know your not normal

I heard Waverly come running after me and only stopped when she grabbed me "Nicole where are you going?" I gave her eyes that where meant to look happy but she saw through them "I'm not going to do that again I swear Waverly you make me happy I just... I need to go see him I'll be okay I promise just tell Wynonna I said sorry" she shook her head trying to bring me back but I pulled away "I hate to say it but he can help me Waverly he can help me get rid of these feeling I'm sorry I hurt you and your sister I just... he's my dad I need my dad right now" Waverly had tears in her eyes but let me go with a kiss that was so full of love

I went to my house I don't know why I didn't need his help at all I just needed... I felt... I needed to be punished and this was the only way I knew how

When I opened the door he was just sitting there he had my gun in his hand I felt my stomach turn he had gone through my room again which means he found it all "does she please you better then me Nicole. Have you ever ya know had sex. Was she better then me wetter, sweeter. Remember when you was asleep and woke up to be in me your moans where enough to make me cum and you came hard in my ass you do remember princess" I felt my whole body turn like he was apart of me and it wasn't even cuz he was my dad "your sick ya know that I was scared you raped me dad and I can't seem to let it go. I was about to have sex with her but I felt like you like she didn't want it like I didn't" he stood up and ran up to me putting his hand around my neck

"YOUR JUST LIKE ME NICOLE NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY" after he said that I heard a loud bang "I told you if you did it again I would kill you" he did it again I felt my body collapse he shot me HE FUCKING SHOT ME. I was scared for the first time ever I didn't want to die not like this I wanted to die in Waverly's arms with are children around us maybe a cat she would be wearing a white dress and we would be saying I do then I can die a happy women not like this in his hands scared

"You don't scare me anymore this what you have done doesn't scare me father I already tried your just making it easier for me" he gave me a horrible smile he knew I was lying "you may not be scared of me but this of dying you finally are... she done this to you Nicole your week and it all because of her... she made you happy like when you was with your mother... SO TELL ME HOW I TRIED FOR YEARS SO HOW DID SHE" I looked him dead in the eyes smiling at him "because she didn't kill my mother, she didn't kill my sister and she is not you" after that I felt the worst pain I was coughing up blood and finally felt peace again like I did before

I opened my eyes to see Waverly sitting by my side and my father laying next to me "doesn't feel so good huh" I laughed at him feeling Waverly's lips on my head pushing my father away from me "You could have killed her now I'm going to kill you" Waverly said and I had never heard her like that she sounded numb I jumped up and grabbed her "no Waverly let him live with what he has done" she looked down at me I didn't see Waverly I saw hate I have never seen her like this

"WYNONNA" I screamed at the top of my lungs Waverly isn't stupid enough to come alone and I was right because Wynonna and William came running in Wynonna grabbed Waverly and Will grabbed me taking me to the car Gus looked at me shocked and shouted at the girls telling them to come because we had to leave

Waverly got into the car and told Gus to drive them home but I shook my head "no I need to go hospital waves I don't want to die not like this I want to die with you in your arms and with you in a white dress" she smiled at me kissing me hard making me moan even know I was in all this pain she always seemed to turn me on so she grabbed a pillow that was always in the back putting it on me

"Hospital Gus she wants to go to the Hospital"