The Future awaits (GerPol fanfic)

Still Hurts

Germanys  POV

We were all on the plan. Me, father, Austria, and Grandfather.

I was thinking of what Austria said earlier. I missed him. I really did.
I barely even knew him, he was taken from us by fathers old 'friend' soviet. Soviet took him into war and shit like that, he couldn't take it anymore he became very week and Ill later to discover it was cancer.. Soviet brought him back hoping he would get better i assumed, after a few weeks the doctors pulled the plug... I've hated Soviet ever since then making it very difficult to see Russia.
I could never fully deal with it. The pain, the guilt, everything.
Apparently Austria hasn't been doing so good either.
She makes it seem as though she's the happiest can be, and it's hard to see her cry, it's hard to see even father cry.
I've seen Father in his room before throwing empty beer bottles at the walls and cry on floor while looking at old pictures. I never see father cry.
I felt some sort of itch in my arm when I remembered his face, the tears running down from his eyes, his uniform all messed up. I knew what the itch meant just ignored it hoped it would go away.

"Ger, Ger."
Austria was talking to me apparently I couldn't hear her over my thoughts.
"Oh, yeah?" She looked at me, she looked concerned?
"What's wrong man? You were just staring at the seat in front of you doing nothing."
I didn't realize that I zoned out that bad.
"Oh.. yeah just thinking."
"Listen if this is about earlier I'm sorry for bringing it up" I looked at her and smiled, I could feel my eyes get puffy and tears start to form.
"Nah, just thinking of the beach and how much fun we're gonna have."
She smiled at me then looked back out the window.
Honestly tho I really wished we weren't on a plane so I could just cry.

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We arrived at the hotel it was pretty nice.

"Okay children go to the room me and your father have something important to talk about." My GrandFather gave me the key probably because I'm older then Austria ha!
"Austria let's go!" We started walking up the stairs
"Oi why he give you the key?"
"Because I'm older"
"Okay that's not fair!" She got pretty mad it was funny to listen to her rant about shit.
"I deserve to have the key! I'm the best!" I didn't respond to her of course i was to busy laughing.
"And why the hell are you laughing?"
"Because you sounds so funny"
"Oh fuck off" she crossed her arms, she was pretty upset.

We eventually found our room it was difficult with how Austria was acting but it was very funny.

"Oooo our rooms!" She had just knocked on a completely random door! Our room was two doors down!
"Austria that not-" fuck..
"Who the hell just knocked on my fuckin door?" AUSTRIA had just knocked on a random persons door and they opened up!
"I am so sorry for that sir my sister likes doing shits like that."
"We'll you should control your sister then!"
They slammed the door like AUSTRIA IS FUCKING STUPID.
"Austria! Comes on!" I pulled her arm to our actual room.
"Ohhh... wells sorry I didn't knows!"
"Dumb bitch" I opened the door and first thing I saw was a huge ass window with the best view over the beach.
"Woah, this was a good idea Österreich."
"Told youu"
"Anyways I'm going to the beach! Sees you later!" Right as she was about to walk out father and Grandfather came in.
"Oh No your not going anywhere just yet Austria."
"Okay boomer, and why's not?"
"Because we are all going to the beach zusammen""*together*"
"Fine."

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A few hours after unpacking and getting a bit more comfortable in the hotel.