Polands POV
I was back home, thinking like normal.
"Oi"
Indonesia walked into my room just so casually. ;-;
"AAA- Jesus Indo"
"Jeez, someone's jumpy"
"Nie!"
"Woah hold up I ain't tryna start drama or anything"
Indonesia looked at me as she crossed her arms and leaned against the door.
"Ugh, what you want?"
"Just checking up on ya, thought you'd be dead"
"Why?"
"Austria told me about the whole Germany situation"
"Uh-"
WHY JUST DJSUWNZJJAJXIZ
"So what was that all about?"
"It- uhm.."
I pulled my head down showing i was uncomfortable talking about it but Indonesia clearly just wanted answers and not my stutters.
"I thought you said you wouldn't let your blindness distract yourself from who's evil and who's not?"
"I know, I know.. I shouldn't have ever caught feelings.. it's stupid I- I know.."
I sat down on my bed just wanting to cry.
"I didn't say it was stupid but you don't even know him as well as you think you do Polska"
"Co?"
"Not to mention that he barely knows you as well"
Indonesia was right, we knew NOTHING really about each other...
"Oh-"
"Do you even know if he's gay?"
"..No.."
I became more and more silent as time went on, she was just reminding me that me and Germany would NEVER be a thing. There goes my dreams..
"I'm just saying Polska, he's probably just another straight boy you like and they don't like you back"
"But- But it's Germany.. not his father.?"
"I understand but they're family, that's just dangerous Polska and I don't want you to be hurt again"
"Yeah.."
I kept my head down, Indonesia could see I was done talking.
"Listen, if you need to talk I'm right here"
She smiled at me as she turned back and walked away, shutting my door behind her.
I let out a gust of air as I hit my back against the blankets of my bed, I was tired and scared.
The sun was setting and the fear set in.
What if Germany was straight and we had NO chance..?
What if Germany is a danger to himself and he doesn't know it?
What if-
Damn. My least favorite part of the day was when it came for me to sleep.
I looked over and grabbed my phone.
*No older notifications*
"Great"
I sighed out as I sat my phone back down.
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Narrators POV
It was the next morning, Poland had woken up and he didn't want to wake up, he wanted to stay asleep because he knew he had no energy to do jackshit.
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The Future awaits (GerPol fanfic)
FanfictionThis fanfic was created by Me and my bestie Lexi! Keep in mind that if you see Me or I that means basically me known as K is talking because this fanfic is being written and published on my/K's phone! Anyways TW there may be some parts that can pos...
