I.W.M.O.I

I wanted one thing in this world and only one thing and that's love, love is so strong even though it's only a four letter word. I guess the main reason I want love is because I see everybody around me with it, I'm here broken, destroyed, tired. Tired of trying and only to figuring out that I fail, I fail these obstacles that God throws at me. That's the worst feeling in the world, not knowing if your loved, not knowing where you stand with someone, not knowing if they love or even loved you as much as you love/loved them. I'm not here trying to make you feel bad for me in here telling you the truth, all of it, I'm telling you what you should avoid, all the love, just avoid it.