Maybe? Maybe Not? (One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter Fifteen- One More Week :'/

[Cherry Bomb’s POV]

I wake up in an unfamiliar room. Where am I? Oh yeah. I stayed at Niall’s last night. I roll over and see that Niall isn’t there. For some reason this sad feeling washes over me. I missed him next to me. I get up and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and now I’m glad I didn’t wake up next to Niall. I probably would have scared him. My eyes are red and puffy like I’ve been crying. But I don’t remember...

~The Dream~

I’m in my car and my phone rings.

“Hello.”

“Hey babe!” His deep voice comes through the phone causing me to smile.

“Hey! How are you?”

“Tired. But I’m talking to you now so everything is better. How are you feeling?” I know his question was holding more.

“I’m good. Don’t worry. Can you believe one more week!”

“I really can’t. So no second thoughts right? It’s still me and you.”

“Of course it’s still me and you. And it always will be. No second thoughts here. How about you?” Now it was my turn to feel nervous.

“Do you really think I would have second thoughts? Please babe. I’m here. I always will be  just remember that.” I can hear his smile through the phone and I feel a few tears in my eyes.

“Good. I will see you at home yeah?”

“Yeah I’m leaving work now. Love you.”

“Love you too. One more week.”

“One more week.”

~End of Dream~

I am clutching on to the sink so tight I know my hands are losing circulation. My eyes well up again and I see the tears spill from them sliding down my face. I quickly turn on the sink and sit down on the bathroom floor and cry. That memory was from so long ago. So why did it have to come back now. When things were going well. I shake my head a few times and stand back up splashing my face with the running water. I tie my hair up in a ponytail and change back into the clothing I was wearing the day before. I step out the bathroom and walk to the stairs. Here goes nothing.

“Morning.” My voice cracks. Damn it.

“Good morning Jaz. How are you?” Liam gives me a smile.

“I’m good, but I should be going.” I descend the stairs and begin walking to the door.

“Why don’t you stay for breakfast?” Niall asks and I can hear the pleading in his voice.

“I can’t. I have to run some errands.” I hope he can see through my lie.

“Oh. Ok.” He stands from his seat and the other boys wave at me and I do the same giving them my best attempt for a smile.

“I’m sorry for last night.” I whisper when he opens the door for me.

“Don’t be. We will talk about it later. If you want.” He rushes the last part out and I smile.

“Yeah. We’ll talk about it later. Bye.”

“Bye.” He gives my nose a peck and laughs at my scrunched up face before closing the door.

I call a taxi and go back to my flat. The entire ride I can’t get that dream out of my head. I should just tell Niall. It would make things easier. Or it could make them so much harder. But him not knowing is killing him. But him knowing could kill anything you might have with him, so why bother? Because he’s worth it. Is he?

The cab stops and I give the driver his pay before walking into my flat. Scarlett and Saige are up and watching the tv.

“Hey Jaz.” They say in unison causing us all to laugh.

“Hey guys.” I take a seat on the love couch.

“How was last night?” Saige asks me.

“It was... Interesting.” To say the least.

“It was your first time staying at their place right?” Scar speaks this time and I nod keeping my eyes glued to some show on the tele.

“Yup.”

“What did you guys do?” Scar asks raising her eyebrows at me.

“Watched movies and ate junk food.” I say it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world.

“That’s it?” Saige says sounding bored.

“Yeah that’s it. How was your date with Harry, Scar?” I hadn’t asked her about it yesterday.

“Great! We had so much fun and we are hanging out tomorrow night.”

“It’s not fair.” Saige says folding her arms.

“What’s not fair S?”

“She sleeps with him and gets the first date out of all of us! While me and you are still on the ‘let’s be BFF’s’ stage.” Saige sticks her tongue out at Scarlett and we all laugh.

“Who would have thought we would be in this situation with the worlds largest boy band!” I shake my head at the thought.

“I know. Millions of girls would die to be in the place we are right now.” Scar says laughing.

“Even though I have no idea what Zayn and I are.” We all sigh at what Saige says. None of us know we really are with the boys and it’s odd.

“Well only time can tell.” I shrug and go take a long shower hoping to clear my head of yesterdays events.

Maybe I will tell Niall about my past. And if it goes to hell then it wasn’t meant to be.

(A/N So Jaz’s dream!!! What do you think she’s hiding from everyone? Leave your thoughts in the comment area! Lol! Thanks!! Xx)