Maybe? Maybe Not? (One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter Nineteen- Mine and Only Mine

Lotus’ POV

There are only a few more days left in the boys contract with us. That means a few more days left with Zayn. I know he asked me to be his girlfriend but I didn’t know if he meant for the month or for longer. I really care about him and he’s done so much for me that I hope he means for longer. He called me up and asked me if I wanted to go to dinner with him. Of course I agreed, what girl wouldn’t. Zayn picked me up at my place around eight and we drove to this really nice restaurant. I feel a little self-conscious on my outfit. It wasn’t bad. It was a simple black dress with dark purple stiletto boots, but still. I guess Zayn could feel me tense up in his grip and leaned over so his lips were grazing my ear.

“You look beautiful S.” He leaves a light kiss on my neck and I bite my lip holding back a moan.

We are seated at a nice table with candles and flowers as the centerpiece. This is the nicest place I have ever been to. The waitress comes over and takes our order but she makes sure she flirts with Zayn in the process. I glare at her as she walks away swaying her flat ass like something is going to move. I feel Zayn brush his knee against mine and I look at him and see his gorgeous smile.

“Don’t worry. She’s got nothing on you.” He takes my hand and plants a light kiss on it.

“Thanks.” Just then the whore of a waitress comes back and gives us our food eyeing Zayn, but his eyes never leave me.

We spent the rest of the evening talking about different things, ranging from his new album to our future goals. It’s these moments that I cherish with Zayn. When we just talk about random things getting a laugh from one another. To me he’s just Zayn Malik from Bradford, not Zayn Malik from One Direction. I’ve let my guard down with him and that scares me, knowing that he could just walk away at the end of this month. We finish our meal and go back to Zayn’s car. We drive in a comfortable silence for awhile before I speak.

“Let’s go back to your place.” I smile and Zayn does the same while nodding his head.

We finally arrive to his flat and walk inside. It’s quiet, but not for long. When Zayn locks the door and turns to face me, I pull my lips to his. I bit his lower lip gaining a deep moan from Zayn as he hoisted me up. My legs on either side of his waist as we stumbled into his bedroom. He closes the door with his foot and we fall on his bed. He moves his lips from mine to catch his breath and I use this time to move down to his neck. He lets out another moan and I smile when I find his sweet spot making sure I give it extra attention. I pull away and see a bright red love mark on his neck. He removes his shirt and I let my hand roam over his body, tracing his tattoos and earning a smile from Zayn. He removes my dress for me and bites his lower lip before he trailed kisses along my neck. I moan and can feel him smirk in the kisses. I flip us so I am on top and undo his buckle and remove his jeans and boxers exposing his large length. I pump him at a slow rate and leave a few more lovemarks into his neck. I move my lips lightly to his ear.

“I want you to be mine and only mine Zayn.” I whisper and nip the bottom of his ear making him moan my name.

He flips us and takes off my thong letting his finger linger on my inner thigh. I bring his lips back to mine and I feel his member inch by inch enter me. I take my mouth away from his and moan a mix of pleasure and pain. Zayn doesn’t move for a little while. He let’s me get adjusted to his size. I nod my head and bring his lips back to mine and he continues his thrust into me. He keeps them long and slow, both of us moaning with each movement. I run my fingers along his spine and I feel his goosebumps arise from my touch. He thrust harder hitting my g-spot every time. I moan his name and he moves his lips back to my neck. I can feel my climax coming but hold on. His movements are faster and shorter now and I know Zayn is almost there too. He moves his lips to my ear his breath making me moan again.

“I’m yours and only yours.” I pull his hair and crash our lips back together.

My back arches as I hit my orgasm with Zayn at the same time. He doesn’t move out of me at first. He just lies on my chest and I play with his hair. He rolls off of me and lays on the bed pulling me to his side. I stare at the ceiling while he watches my face intently.

“What are you thinking about love?” I turn to face Zayn and he rubs his hand along my cheek.

“I meant what I said. That I want you to be mine and only mine. Not for just this month but for however long it may go.”

“And I meant what I said. That I’m your and only yours. You’re my girlfriend Saige and I’m your boyfriend. Not for the month but for as long as you’ll have me.” He smiles and I do he same.

He leans down and plants a light kiss on my forehead and we fall asleep in each others arms. It looks like I’ve got a real boyfriend.

(A/N Loving Saige and Zayn!!! They are just so.... No words just love them! Lol!! Xx)