𝕃𝕆$𝔼ℝ =𝕃𝕆♡𝔼ℝ 《ℂ𝕙𝕠𝕚 𝔹𝕖𝕠𝕞𝕘𝕪𝕦》

Manic Laughter

Choi Beomgyu🎸

Fuck him. Fuck him, fuck him, fucking fuck him. I'm fucking done with his bullshit.

I turn around again, looking to see if he was behind me or if someone was following me. 

Man, this feels amazing. The cold, harsh wind stinging my eyes, the hot, blazing sun on my back. This freedom. I love it. Fucking hell, I can't believe I actually did that.

My happiness soon dies down as I realize what I actually did, the heaviness of the deed laying on my shoulders. He's going to kill me. He hates me and now he's going to kill me. I can't actually get out of here. He'll find me. It doesn't matter where I run off to. I'm never going to be able to leave this place. I'll never be able to escape him.

Completely consumed in my own thoughts, my vision blurs for a second, as I feel a wave of dizziness wash over me. As my vision starts to clear, I realize I lost control over my bicycle. I attempt to pull the brakes but fail and fall off, my arm hitting the sidewalk with a painful crack.

I feel a wave of pain surge through my arm, and I hiss out in pain. I throw my head back and cradle my arm, tears threatening to spill out from my eyes. 

Fuck, I think I broke my arm. God, this day can't get any worse. Maybe I'll get run over by a truck or something. 

I lay there on rough, concrete road, my heart in pain far greater than the physical pain I feel in my body. I'm so fucking screwed.

So I do what any mentally stable person would do in my situation. I laugh.  Admittedly something I haven't done in a long time. I laugh and laugh, hoping they could mask my tears away. Did I actually do something to deserve this? Is this actually my fau-

"Oh my God, are you okay?" comes a voice, cutting me off from my thoughts. I look up to see a girl standing above me. No, not just any girl. Her. "You know what, stupid question. You're probably not." 

I stare at her blankly, unaware of what to do. My vision is still a bit fuzzy, and I squint my eyes to get a good look at her. It didn't really work out, as all I can see are her lips frowning.

She suddenly grabs my face and puts her hand against my forehead. I freeze. "Do you have a fever?" she suddenly questions, tilting her head in thought. I realize by now I should probably say something as I'm starting to freak her out. 

"Uh...don't worry about me," I say, my voice coming out with more of a rasp than I intended. I attempt to clear my throat and continue, "I'm fine honestly." 

She raises her brows at me, crossing her arms against her chest. I huff out in frustration and attempt to sit up straight. I fail immediately as I lose my balance and collapse back onto the ground.

"Shit," she curses out and bends down to support me.

"No, no, I'm fine, seriously. I don't need your help," I protest.

"Yeah, no. I'd beg to differ. You definitely hit your head," she says, matter-of-factly. 

"I did not hit my head," I try to fight back. 

"Honey," she deadpans me. "You fell off your bike, you definitely fractured your arm, you're hurt and bleeding like...everywhere and you definitely did hit your head. So excuse me for trying to help you out here. I'd love to just leave you alone on the road, in complete pain may I add. But I can't. So deal with it. Unless you wanna get run over. In that case, be my guest," she says, giving me a fake bow.

"Okay then miss-I-can't-ignore-people-in-pain, what exactly do you plan on doing to help me out?" 

"Take you to a hospital, of course," she states like it's the most obvious thing ever. 

My entire demeanour suddenly shifts as I panic, and before I can stop myself, I jump up and yell out, "NO!" Due to me getting up so suddenly, my vision blurs completely. "FUCK!" I press my right palm against my throbbing head and close my eyes, as I fall back down, the heaviness of my arm weighing me down.

Once I've calmed down, I clarify again, "You can't take me to the hospital. It's dan- it's dangerous, yeah..." That was awesome Beomgyu. Great job!

"Look, I can help you okay. My brother, he's a nurse. He can help you out," she says cautiously, as she steps toward me. She holds out her hand in the air, probably hesitant. "I don't really know what it is you're running away from but let me help you. I promise you won't get in trouble, Beomgyu," she says, a warm smile adorning her face.

"Wait, you know who I am?" I question, in a daze.

"Obviously. What, do you think I'm stupid? No, don't answer that."

"But how- how do you..."

"Beomgyu, this isn't the time for storytelling. You're hurt." She bends down to my level and takes off her cardigan. She tries wrapping my arm with it, her mouth hanging open in concentration. 

"I'm really sorry if it hurts too much. I have a feeling I'm not helping you out much. I never really payed attention when my brother tried teaching me first aid."

"Uh...no it's fine. I mean I can't really feel my arm much anyway," I comment.

"Ugh, I don't think we'll find a cab anywhere near here. We'll have to walk a bit. Are you okay with that?" she questions, as she finishes up wrapping my arm as best as she can. 

"Yeah, I can deal with it," I grimace, hanging my head down.

"Okay, let's go. You know your gonna need support so I need you to trust me. I know you're a little cautious around me, and don't trust me too much.  But I really can't help you if you don't let me."

I raise my head up. "Can you please help me, Yuna?" I ask, hesitant.

She smiles. "Of course I will." She helps me off the ground and uses her arm to support me.

She smiles at me again.  

There she goes again. She always does that, and I never know why. She doesn't know me. She has no idea who I am. So, why would she ever show me such kindness? 

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[EDITED]

Heyyyy guess who's back??????

The ugly bitch no one missed cause no ones here except for me😘😘😘😘😘

It genuinely took me like 10 days to waNt to edit this chapter and I finally did it. Honestly the way this chapter started off was-

Yikes💀💀💀

Its still pretty yikes actually but thankfully a lot better

And it's all thanks tooooooooo

@an0nym0usDumpling

Ayeee a bitch finally smarter than me 

Anyways beomgyu's POV was kinda hard to write idk cause he has actual eMotioNs that I'm just really horrible at comprehending 

Hopefully I get better😍

Also I just saw young royals and ksksmskmsmsj

NO THEYRE LITERALLY SO CUTE WTF

AND OMFG SIMON HAS NO FUCCING RIGHT BEING SO ADORABLE 

IM NOT KIDDING IM ACTUALLY IN LOVE RN

And Wilhelm doing that thiNg w his hair

*combusts into flames*

Ok bye-

_RAVEN_