The next day I woke up and Jinx was still sleeping so I decided not to wake her up, I went to the bathroom and take a shower, and while that, I was thinking about this new mission that came to me, how will it be? what kind of difficulties am gonna face there? and should I train for that? the warm water was dropping on me and giving a feeling of calmness, as all of my problems were dropping with each water drop, I've finished my shower and wair my clothes. when I get out of the bathroom, Jinx was about to wake up so I took the thing I need quietly and leave the room, this day I asked Silco to give me a holiday from work and he allowed me.
I took a holiday today cause I wanted to complete my project before my first time shipping mission, I went to my secret place since I was a child it was the best place where I hide and create my inventions, it was an old huge garage where undercity people used to keep things on it, even it was legal or illegal, and throughout the time it became old and a garbage area, when I was about 8 years old I found it and make it my private area, I cleaned it and rearrange things which were thrown everywhere and from that time I made it my fun area, I spent time reading and creating or invite new invention.
I enter from a hidden entrance, which was hidden by planets and grasses, the place like last time I left it, I walk to my disk and put my papers and books on it, open the paper of design which am working on, since a month I started working on a personal gun, it was similar to a sniper but with bigger ammo place where I can store more bullet and the refill way was faster so it is good in short distance compact, the problem is that those facilities are opposite to each other, every time I fix a problem I found that another one just faces me, but I was near to finish it and from the first look it seems amazing just small things to fix it and it will be done also am planning to put my personal touch on it but I will live this to the end.
after hours of working I finish it with every essential information about it, am planning to give it to a friend I can trust so he can build it for me, I lay back to the chair so I can relax and rest from my back pain also a trouble headache attacked me so I stand to drink some water and have a cigarette, while am smoking it I was remembering the old days...
No one knew about this place, even Jinx, or she used to be powder those days, my heart hurt slightly when I remembered the old memory, me, Vi, powder, oh god, what just happened to those days, the days when we were young, even we born in the worst place that can someone imagine, but the innocent smiles were on our faces, I don't remember that one day I slept with worry on my back or sadness in my mind, I miss the smile we had when we were kids, the pure smiled, someone returns those days to me.
a tear run on my cheek, and I start weeping in silence, I hate someone to see this side of me, my weak side, I always tried to hide it or even kill it and buried it under the ground, but when I'm alone it returns, screaming and remembering me by himself showing me how weak I am, it doesn't matter no one will see it neither Silco nor Cevika nor even Jinx.
I felt a heat in my finger when I looked, I'd seen the cigarette nearly burned, I throw it and step on it, fastly I collect my stuff and leave the place running to my friend workshop so I can handle him the design and start working on it, also I there is a small restaurant next to his workshop I can have my dinner there.
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Do I really worth? (Jinx x reader)
Fanficyou and powder were friends since childhood, even when she changes you still love her and can't leave her alone, but you're not sure if she really exchanges feelings with you, or you are just a normal person in her life.
